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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-09-2013, 02:17 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 850
Posted By ebec11
I'm doing better right now, but I'm going to keep...

I'm doing better right now, but I'm going to keep your advice in mind for when it gets bad again. Writing it down helped too, since it wasn't all swirling in my head and making it harder to be happy
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-09-2013, 08:06 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 850
Posted By ebec11
I'm trying to keep distracted, but I feel like if...

I'm trying to keep distracted, but I feel like if I do that I'm just avoiding the issues, I dunno
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-09-2013, 09:31 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 850
Posted By ebec11
RANT: Just depressed and apathetic towards getting better

Been abnormally depressed today, my depression has been really good for the past few years, while the anxiety has skyrocketed and I hate to talk to people or leave the house alone. I think I feel...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-04-2013, 04:27 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 877
Posted By ebec11
Just wanted to comment that when I had a rather...

Just wanted to comment that when I had a rather big weight gain a few years ago due to a medince change, I had awful stretch marks. They were mostly red, not purple, but huge and reminded me of...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-12-2012, 03:57 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 1,347
Posted By ebec11
I've been doing better overall, had one bad night...

I've been doing better overall, had one bad night where I just struggled to let go of him at all but managed to do so after forcing myself to think about how he's feeling, not just how I'm feeling.
I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-12-2012, 08:31 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 1,347
Posted By ebec11
I'm not giving up my cat. There is no way. At...

I'm not giving up my cat. There is no way. At this point, he doesn't acknowledge this as abuse, he is super affectionate and it is clear I am his #1. I think honestly it would kill him if he moved...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-12-2012, 10:22 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 1,347
Posted By ebec11
Can't talk to my doctor, we're trying to switch...

Can't talk to my doctor, we're trying to switch right now because he's so horrible. I can barely go to him about physical problems, let alone something as personal as this.

Leaving is anytime he...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-12-2012, 07:35 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 1,347
Posted By ebec11
Feeling stuck - how do I stop being an animal abuser?

Could be graphic, didn't think of that before labelling, sorry. Copied this from a post I did on Wrongplanet.net, though you won't find it unless you're a member. Just wrote it though, so copying it...
Forum: First Aid Advice 28-03-2012, 09:25 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 707
Posted By ebec11
I didn't think of this before, I might replace...

I didn't think of this before, I might replace the rusted part, it comes out...not sure where I would get one though, especially without anybody knowing. Thanks for the help guys!
Forum: First Aid Advice 27-03-2012, 08:14 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 707
Posted By ebec11
Unfortunately, it's going to be really hard for...

Unfortunately, it's going to be really hard for me not to use said object because of the obsessiveness...I think it's my Autism manifesting, I'm frustrated.
Forum: First Aid Advice 27-03-2012, 08:10 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 707
Posted By ebec11
SI object rusty and dirty...how to make it safest?

I've relapsed recently, and I tend to fixate on a certain object or objects. I won't be specific, as that's against the rules, but my main object has some rust on it, and I don't know when the last...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-03-2012, 08:04 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,055
Posted By ebec11
Part of my SI is hiding the objects, and while I...

Part of my SI is hiding the objects, and while I could never completely get rid of everything, even after during my SI-free year or so, getting rid of the majority of it was helpful. But I think that...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-03-2012, 08:02 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 416
Posted By ebec11
Core *sighs* I relapsed...it's been a while

I have a hard time with quantifying time, but it's been a few years, with the occasional one time relapse here and there. But now I'm obsessing about it, thinking about it all the time...I've only...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-12-2011, 07:43 AM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 87,884
Posted By ebec11
Sorry I disappeared for about a week or so after...

Sorry I disappeared for about a week or so after my one post in this board, I hope nobody worried. I just had a really sudden depression relaspe, and it was so intense and quick and no warning that I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-12-2011, 09:19 AM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 87,884
Posted By ebec11
I hate myself, I've been lying so much, it...

I hate myself, I've been lying so much, it sickens me. I just want to die, but I'm too much of a fucked up coward to do anything. I just want to forget it all.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-10-2011, 03:16 AM
Replies: 16
Views: 1,278
Posted By ebec11
One relaspe is not bad at all, be proud of...

One relaspe is not bad at all, be proud of yourself and let the guilt of that relaspe go :) You're doing good :)
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-10-2011, 03:13 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 509
Posted By ebec11
I completely agree with inconditus. I haven't...

I completely agree with inconditus. I haven't scratched or been close to cutting in quite a few months, but my skin picking, while lessened to that I'm not getting bad scars, is still very regular....
Forum: Fun and Distractions 26-04-2011, 10:27 PM
Replies: 168
Views: 9,785
Posted By ebec11
[ ] smoked. [x] consumed alcohol. (But I'm legal...

[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol. (But I'm legal and it was one glass...)
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. (but it's...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 26-04-2011, 10:04 PM
Replies: 4,823
Views: 201,745
Posted By ebec11
U & Ur Hand in my pants 0_o Oh my...

U & Ur Hand in my pants 0_o Oh my...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-04-2011, 02:47 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 948
Posted By ebec11
You can have many different disorders at once. An...

You can have many different disorders at once. An example is that I have HFA (high functioning autism), depression, and GAD. Just because you have Aspergers doesn't mean you don't have other...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 24-04-2011, 03:10 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 1,327
Posted By ebec11
I had a similar experience in my one time of the...

I had a similar experience in my one time of the psych ward, the people knew I was not supposed to change rooms at all. I'm also Autistic, I was severely so as a child and am now considered high...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-04-2011, 02:41 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 543
Posted By ebec11
*sighs* I know that there are more positive...

*sighs* I know that there are more positive coping skills, but I don't know how to use them :(
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-04-2011, 03:06 AM
Replies: 33
Views: 14,414
Posted By ebec11
Oh, and my dermatillomania is focused on the face...

Oh, and my dermatillomania is focused on the face and chest, if that counts at all. I have scars to this day from that :(
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-04-2011, 03:05 AM
Replies: 1,192
Views: 42,804
Posted By ebec11
I HATE YOU, but I love you too :(

I HATE YOU, but I love you too :(
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-04-2011, 03:04 AM
Replies: 199
Views: 8,751
Posted By ebec11
It hasn't been a very good day but two good...

It hasn't been a very good day but two good things happened today.
One, my Seventeen magazine came in the mail today and it had an interview with Demi Lovato about her recovery from her ED and self...
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