1.) I started writing again.
2.) I got complimented by a ton of people on my art (:
3.) I had the strength to post on here, and it cheered me up a bit.
~ I'll Paint You A Picture, I'll Paint It With A Twist, I'll Paint It In Red, With The Canvas On My Wrist.~
It hasn't been a very good day but two good things happened today.
One, my Seventeen magazine came in the mail today and it had an interview with Demi Lovato about her recovery from her ED and self harm. Awareness is key!
The second is that I'm going out for tea with my friends tomorrow.
But these are flowers that fly and all but sing: And now from having ridden out desire They lie closed over in the wind and cling Where wheels have freshly sliced the April mire. Robert Frost, "Blue-Butterfly Day"
This is a really lovely idea, I'll think I'll join in because I need to try and start thinking a bit more positively!
1) This morning I went for a walk with my mum for the first time in ages, and took lots of photos which was lovely.
2) My new fingerless long gloves arrived! :]
3) I listened to a really lovely song on youtube which really touched me.
1- I saw my friends in town and we had a good laugh.
2- I noticed that my friend who has lost her father is coping rather well and I don't need to worry about her so much
3- It's nice weather again today
1. Talking on phone to a nice guy
2. Getting praise for a bit of knowledge I remembered
3. Having people take an interest in my skating and the fact i've lost weight :)
1. Talking to my guy friend
2. Seeing Spots (my cat) roll all over the ground, cutest thing ever.
3. It's Thursday and tomorrow's Friday, what more can I say.
:)
"There's an old Earth saying, Captain. A phrase of such great power and wisdom and consolation to the soul in times of need."
"And what's that?"
1) people complementing me on my dogs hair cut and saying to me I should be a dog stylist not just a groomer
2)sorting out extra voluntary work
3) Getting to the vets (i was going cancel because i couldnt be bothered to get out of bed but i did it)
1) Resisting some of the strongest SI urges yet.
2) Reaching out to different people.
3) Not letting my anger out on others.
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
. The sun made an appearance (In Carlisle in October this is rare)
. Doing my make-up to 'dude looks like a lady' and more classic Aerosmith
. I saw a ladybird!
I've watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
. Someone commenting on my personalised ice skating top
. Went to walk in centre and nurse understood me.
. A nice chat with one of the ladies I skate with
1. My least favourite class was cancelled today :)
2. My best frient said that I was rocking my haircut. :D
3.Tomorrow is the candle light vigil at my school honouring all of those people who have lost their lives to hate crimes and suicide. XD
I love you Kirby. You're the best dog I'll ever have.
1) Cleaned my room up a bit, so it looks about half decent
2) Talked to someone who I guess is normally alone
3) Hmmm... I slept this afternoon
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
1 - Meeting some lovely new people in my Hiking & Rambling Society
2 - It was a really good walk and pub times with the aforementioned society
3 - Tea and coffee. They always make me happy.
