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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-08-2013, 02:26 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 827
Posted By CstarL
Red starting to abuse laxatives

I have been thinking a lot about starting to abuse laxatives. I was thinking of abusing natural laxatives like prunes in different forms, like, juice, dried, and the fruit. I want to be self...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-07-2013, 02:29 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 887
Posted By CstarL
This might help, my therapist taught me this, it...

This might help, my therapist taught me this, it is called a daily goal journal. Every day in a notebook of some sort and answer these questions: what are my goals for today, what are my goals for...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-07-2013, 12:05 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 520
Posted By CstarL
Eye opening therapy appointment

I went to therapy today, at the end of my appointment my therapist told me that if I continue to SH that I am less likely going to be trusted to move out or on with my life. She explained why this...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-07-2013, 03:21 AM
Replies: 640
Views: 35,524
Posted By CstarL
urge to start

I used to use other forms of SH in the past. I recently had the urge to pull my hair instead of using other forms of SH. I have been looking online and from what I found hair pulling can become an...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-07-2013, 12:37 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 566
Posted By CstarL
Good job for taking the first step in your...

Good job for taking the first step in your recovery. keep it up and you will get though.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-07-2013, 12:34 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 449
Posted By CstarL
You should feel good, congratulation! 12 days are...

You should feel good, congratulation! 12 days are a big deal. Keep it up and celebrate. I vote that you deserve to reward yourself some how. Go Girl!
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-07-2013, 04:15 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 618
Posted By CstarL
Icon Question replacing one form of SH for another

I am thinking about starting to pull my hair out in place of my cutting. I have not cut in a few months but, I frequently have urges or thoughts about it. I am wondering if replacing cutting for hair...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-07-2013, 05:18 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 628
Posted By CstarL
Icon Question Help... fixated

I do not currently use SH but, I am mentally fixated on it. SH fills most of my thinking. I think about SH more then I think about anything else. I am reaching out to others who are in this situation...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 19-07-2013, 08:47 PM
Replies: 6
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Views: 685
Posted By CstarL
TBI

I have a Traumatic Brain Injury. This injury causes me to have short term memory. Having Short Term Memory makes it difficult to heal to heal from my past or present issues because I do not remember...
Forum: Introductions 19-07-2013, 08:40 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 748
Posted By CstarL
Hi if you need to chat let me know

Hi if you need to chat let me know
Forum: Introductions 19-07-2013, 08:34 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 995
Posted By CstarL
Hi Corey, we chatted in chat last night I...

Hi Corey, we chatted in chat last night I believe. I hope you are liking this site. If you ever need to talk to someone please send me a message.
Forum: Introductions 19-07-2013, 08:32 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 671
Posted By CstarL
Hi, I am more then happy to meet new people on...

Hi, I am more then happy to meet new people on this site. If you would like to chat please send me a message!
Forum: Introductions 19-07-2013, 08:30 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 706
Posted By CstarL
Hi! I do not think I was on when you were last...

Hi! I do not think I was on when you were last on. I would like to offer to you that if you ever need someone to chat with. I am more then happy to listen and talk.
Forum: Introductions 19-07-2013, 08:26 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 723
Posted By CstarL
Icon Exclaim Good Job taking the first step :)

Good Job in taking the first step and joining. This site is full of people who are willing to talk and try to help out. There are all sorts of people who have gone or are currently going through...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-07-2013, 08:05 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 628
Posted By CstarL
Icon Question My cover is gone

I hid from life for about four years. I hid by having sex with anyone who would hold still. Sex was my life for years, Sex was my form of self harm even though I did not know it at the time. I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-07-2013, 07:47 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 682
Posted By CstarL
Please just try and open up to them. The...

Please just try and open up to them. The therapists are normally therapists because they have been through a situation. I went through many therapists before I found one that I liked. It was...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 17-07-2013, 06:24 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,912
Posted By CstarL
It would not surprise me if you were sexually...

It would not surprise me if you were sexually abused by someone. I am not saying you were or you weren't but I do think something must have happened to cause you to act this way. I think I would...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-07-2013, 12:34 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 446
Posted By CstarL
Icon Exclaim I want to but don't want to let her down

I want to SH to fill my empty life. I want to give myself reason to get up in the morning and to go through the day. SH is something I think about and fantasize about. I do not physically SH at the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-07-2013, 04:55 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 442
Posted By CstarL
Bookmark Confused and not sure where to start

In January of 08 I was in a car wreck, that left me with short term memory. I have vague memory of my past before my wreck and what happens on a weekly basis. Having this problem with my memory makes...
Forum: Introductions 10-07-2013, 11:42 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 752
Posted By CstarL
Amber Hi :)

Hi Mary, I am glad you joined this site. I hope that you will get the support you are looking for. Feel free to chat with me, if you would like. I am not sponsoring anyone at the moment (not sure...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-07-2013, 01:45 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 761
Posted By CstarL
Icon Question Is This Self Harm?

Today, I threw up my food for the first time. I over aet and threw up to make myself feel better. I do not know if it is something that will become a habit or an addiction but, today it made me feel...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-07-2013, 05:37 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 632
Posted By CstarL
I am going to do it...

I am going to SH. I am looking on were I can SH with out causing any permanent damage. I am going to SH because it is the only real control over my life I have. I have a mild disability, so, I will...
Forum: General Support and Advice 03-07-2013, 03:26 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 824
Posted By CstarL
Is this normal and/or safe?

I think about suicide and or self harm multiple times a day. When I do not have anything else to occupy my mind these is were it goes. I can be reading a book or watching a movie but SH is still in...
Forum: General Chat 30-04-2013, 02:30 AM
Replies: 0
Views: 703
Posted By CstarL
Almost there

I was an heterosexual/ straight person most of my life. I experimented with homosexuality or being a lesbian when I was younger and I came out as Lesbian as a 21 year old adult woman. When this...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 29-04-2013, 11:48 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 511
Posted By CstarL
show yourself some love

I think a big part of the urge to SH is from low self esteem. My advice to you is show your self some love. I was going threw a time of pulling my hair out. My girlfriend took me out and got me a...
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