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Almost there
I was an heterosexual/ straight person most of my life. I experimented with homosexuality or being a lesbian when I was younger and I came out as Lesbian as a 21 year old adult woman. When this relationship fails, I will then move onto asexual.
I am almost there because I have already tried being straight and I am currently in a serious lesbian relationship, all that is left for me to try is asexual. I am asexual but, I have had sex for most of my life so it is hard to stop when sex is close to an addiction for me.
I do not "love" anyone. I do not experience most emotions. I have moments of being uncomfortable and comfortable. Comfort is about as far as my emotions go. I have told the woman I am dating that I do not have emotions but she does not believe me. This is why I do not think that the relationship between me and the lesbian will last. I am so detached from everyone I do not care.
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