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Forum: Eating Issues Support 03-03-2011, 02:14 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 964
Posted By yakerdeets
im losing control and i cant take it anymore

i hate myself.
i hate the way i look in the mirror.
i hate the way i think about food all the time.
im tired of getting dressed and wearing things to hide my stomach.
i am a disgusting fat cow and i...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-01-2011, 04:25 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 695
Posted By yakerdeets
thank you love <3 :) i just dont feel in...

thank you love <3 :)
i just dont feel in control of my lifestyle i guess is the best way i can put it.
that goes for eating habits, exercise, im smoking again kind of and im beating myself up over...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-01-2011, 03:27 AM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,518
Posted By yakerdeets
i stopped seeing my main doctor because he would...

i stopped seeing my main doctor because he would never treat me fairly even for a cold or anything because i was "too heavy.... if you would just take care of yourself you would have a higher immune...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 24-01-2011, 03:22 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 695
Posted By yakerdeets
thank you everyone *hugs* i do see a therapist. i...

thank you everyone *hugs*
i do see a therapist. i will defiantly talk to her about it when i see her this week.
food and eating v.s. not eating is all i think about.
every time i put food in my...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 23-01-2011, 10:35 PM
Replies: 40
Views: 1,518
Posted By yakerdeets
dont give up! go to your GP, and yes there is a...

dont give up! go to your GP, and yes there is a point. your health and your future is the point!
hang in there <3
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-01-2011, 10:33 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 433
Posted By yakerdeets
indifferent about this

ya know, im angry at my step dad because now all of a sudden he wants to play family. funny thing is he never wanted to play family before. but now that he doesnt have to live with us and he doesnt...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 23-01-2011, 10:01 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 695
Posted By yakerdeets
i think i might have an ED

i always struggle with food.
its my enemy, its my friend, most of all my enemy.
i eat because im unhappy and im unhappy because i eat.
i so wish that i could eat less than i do and i develop high...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-12-2010, 05:28 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 433
Posted By yakerdeets
angry

everyone cant believe it. everyone is angry with my step dad. everyone thinks he is selfish and in the wrong. afterall he is in the wrong. the only one that is happy with this is him. even his family...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-12-2010, 04:06 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 433
Posted By yakerdeets
Divorce :(

my mom and my step dad have been married for 17 years. my step dad and were pretty close and he basically like my father to me. dont get me wrong my daddy is my daddy but my step dad and i were tight...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 24-01-2010, 03:05 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 816
Posted By yakerdeets
self destruct.... did not accomplish take...

self destruct.... did not accomplish
take pills.... yes but not many
drink.... no didnt feel like it
make excuses.... kinda
isolate..... working on that now
hating and judging..... indifferent
taken...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-01-2010, 09:24 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 816
Posted By yakerdeets
I want to.....

self destruct....
take pills.....
drink.....
make excuses.....
isolate.....
continue hating myself and judging myself, because that is all i ever feel like i do......
getting my meds refilled...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-01-2010, 09:13 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 579
Posted By yakerdeets
im going to try. but i almost cant do it without...

im going to try. but i almost cant do it without judging myself or feeling like the therapists and doctors are judging me. eventhough deep down i know that they dont judge people like that.
but for...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-01-2010, 05:03 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 579
Posted By yakerdeets
I dont know what to do anymore....

i think i need to go back to therapy and take the meds im supposed to be taking.....
i am severly depressed everyday..... i feel numb..... i do impulsive things..... i feel manic..... maybe my doctor...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-01-2010, 01:13 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 548
Posted By yakerdeets
Forgiveness...

today i forgave and actually apologized to someone that doesnt deserve it AT ALL. i forgave him because, as he has done/said hurtful and mean things to me in the past (not just to me but to others),...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-05-2009, 04:30 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 477
Posted By yakerdeets
i just started thinking about all the things that...

i just started thinking about all the things that were going on i my life and it just led me right back to the thought of SI. :( and how it could possibly release the stress i am feeling....
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-05-2009, 03:23 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 477
Posted By yakerdeets
i know but i just feel so alone and i just feel...

i know but i just feel so alone and i just feel like im whining..... i know there are people i could talk to i tend to shut people out.... and then when i do need help i feel stupid to ask someone...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-05-2009, 03:12 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 477
Posted By yakerdeets
I Want To....

SI really really really bad. i will not! i will not! i keep trying to tell myself that. i dont know what is wrong with me. feel so alone, but like it that way too....... i dont know what to do...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-05-2009, 05:26 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 489
Posted By yakerdeets
my pm is always open if you ever need anyone to...

my pm is always open if you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you, you can also message me on msn or aim if you have it, just tell me who you are and we will chat. *hugs*
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-05-2009, 02:44 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 705
Posted By yakerdeets
well when i cut myself real bad one time i had to...

well when i cut myself real bad one time i had to go to the hospital and i wanted to be admitted because i felt like i was out of my mind and that i was not safe. they kept asking me if i wanted to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-05-2009, 02:30 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 440
Posted By yakerdeets
im here if you need to talk *hugs*

im here if you need to talk *hugs*
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-05-2009, 02:27 AM
Replies: 7
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Views: 570
Posted By yakerdeets
you are not stupid. i get questions all the time...

you are not stupid. i get questions all the time too. people just dont understand. if you ever need anything im here
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-05-2009, 02:23 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 489
Posted By yakerdeets
your not taking up space and it certainly is not...

your not taking up space and it certainly is not nonsense. and i do think that if you were feeling unsafe that you should have maybe called someone at least, maybe your therapist? not necessarily...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-05-2009, 10:26 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 452
Posted By yakerdeets
im here for you and hang in there, be strong and...

im here for you and hang in there, be strong and you can make it through. pm me anytime if you need ANYTHING. *hugs*
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 12-05-2009, 06:14 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 721
Posted By yakerdeets
i did it i SI i cant control myself. i cant stop...

i did it i SI i cant control myself. i cant stop myself from doing it and i cant tell myself i wont, it doesnt work. im sorry i lied in saying i was going to stop because i cant right now. im about...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-05-2009, 05:01 AM
Replies: 16
Views: 968
Posted By yakerdeets
so the person that told me i was crazy i/med me...

so the person that told me i was crazy i/med me today and started massively apologizing for calling me crazy the other day. He said to me and that today he was super depressed and needed someone to...
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