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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-04-2010, 04:10 PM
Replies: 613
Views: 319,181
Posted By thespianicism
I'm Maddy My seventeenth birthday was a few weeks...

I'm Maddy
My seventeenth birthday was a few weeks ago.
Last week I had my second anniversary of having to go on med leave from school because of self-injury. April is a bad month for me.
I am an...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-05-2009, 03:30 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 375
Posted By thespianicism
I started again

I self injured last week for the first time in 5 months... I don't know what to do. I feel like I've failed my parents and therapist by slipping up and... I just don't know. The urges are so strong...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-05-2009, 03:29 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 475
Posted By thespianicism
Good job on staying strong! Those states can be...

Good job on staying strong! Those states can be so hard to get through and I'm really glad that you made it through without doing something you'd regret.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-05-2009, 02:47 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 479
Posted By thespianicism
It's okay! You've done an awesome job. Just keep...

It's okay! You've done an awesome job. Just keep trying. Slip ups happen to everybody, we just have to fight through them.

Hugs. I'm sorry things have been bad lately. You're doing great.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-04-2009, 02:47 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 513
Posted By thespianicism
When I get to 30 days, I feel like I have more to...

When I get to 30 days, I feel like I have more to lose by starting back up. I'm not really sure if this helps or not... it just causes conflict and anxiety. But I definitely feel something around 30...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 11-04-2009, 10:11 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 678
Posted By thespianicism
5 months.

I've gone almost 5 months without a major period of self injury (I have SH'd once or twice). I feel really on the edge now. And not just like I might slip up once but like I'll be screwed again....
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-03-2009, 01:25 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 749
Posted By thespianicism
Great idea!

Great idea!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-11-2008, 10:48 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 653
Posted By thespianicism
Excuses

Recently, I've ended up with two bad SI's on my right hand and I can't exactly hide it. The thing that scares me about these is that people actually believe my excuses and just say "Wow, you're...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-11-2008, 10:36 PM
Replies: 69
Views: 2,677
Posted By thespianicism
On one hand, SI got me out of a bad situation and...

On one hand, SI got me out of a bad situation and got me the help I needed.

On the other, it also pushed me closer to someone who later abused and manipulated me, someone whom I continue to have...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-11-2008, 10:33 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 667
Posted By thespianicism
The same thing happened with a friend of mine. ...

The same thing happened with a friend of mine. It really put a strain on our relationship... I admitted my own struggle to her because I needed someone to talk to and I felt like, once she started,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-11-2008, 10:23 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 1,293
Posted By thespianicism
When I started SI'ing, I was at boarding school. ...

When I started SI'ing, I was at boarding school. When the school health center found out, they made me tell my parents. That was hard, because my parents had to drive three and a half hours, come...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-11-2008, 05:10 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 594
Posted By thespianicism
You're not being whiney. You sound like you're...

You're not being whiney. You sound like you're dealing with a lot and sometimes it is really hard to put up with school. I found myself in a very similar situation at school last April and it was...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 02-11-2008, 03:04 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 599
Posted By thespianicism
To reiterate what Crystal_Heart said, just try to...

To reiterate what Crystal_Heart said, just try to make yourself a tiny promise. Like, I'm going to make it for 10 minutes and not cut. Do something to distract you (read a book, draw, listen to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-10-2008, 01:20 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 615
Posted By thespianicism
Happy moment!

Yesterday I walked into town after school. I had been thinking I would go buy a new tool but I tried to make myself put it off by reading a good book over coffee. After I was done and ready to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-10-2008, 02:15 PM
Replies: 607
Views: 28,111
Posted By thespianicism
I did some scratching and less severe SI forms...

I did some scratching and less severe SI forms starting at 12ish? I started burning, kind of unconsciously, around 14 and cutting at 15.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-10-2008, 02:13 PM
Replies: 25
Views: 1,768
Posted By thespianicism
If you're comfortable with it, I think it's great...

If you're comfortable with it, I think it's great that you can let your scars show, especially if it signifies moving on for you.

And welcome!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-10-2008, 10:15 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 579
Posted By thespianicism
Crap

So I went to therapy today and I totally forgot about the confidentiality rule where my therapist has to tell my parents about SI. I'd talked to her about it last week but she didn't do anything. I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-10-2008, 11:08 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 550
Posted By thespianicism
I'm sorry that happened. I had a very similar...

I'm sorry that happened. I had a very similar experience and though it was really really scary at the time, it turned out to be for the best. Your mom and dad will calm down and be able to support...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 05-10-2008, 10:55 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 938
Posted By thespianicism
My dad had a good experience with Efexor but if...

My dad had a good experience with Efexor but if he didn't forgot to take it or took it a little off time, he felt awful. He eventually switched.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-09-2008, 04:39 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 479
Posted By thespianicism
Well, thankfully, I'm home for school now so I...

Well, thankfully, I'm home for school now so I have my parents around which is really helpful. I do want to tell them I'm not in top form but it's hard to break out of how easy it is when I'm doing...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-09-2008, 04:06 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 479
Posted By thespianicism
Ugh.

I introduced myself here a while back (July or something) because I was having a lot of problems with SI and depression but I haven't been on since. Lately, I've been feeling pretty well though and...
Forum: Introductions 21-06-2008, 09:55 PM
Replies: 7
Hey
Views: 795
Posted By thespianicism
Hey

I always feel a little odd introducing myself but here goes...

So I just completed a really difficult, lonely, and depressed freshman year at a highly competitive boarding school. I began self...
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