Triggering (SI) - sooo scared

[little_miss_jessi]

on wedsday i was at school and got really really bad urges. i refused to go to my food lesson because of the knives and thing. so i told one of te student support teachers and they had to tell my mum and dad. i was sent home from school and i was the one who had to tell my sister on the way back, i have never been so scared in my life. my mum and dad gave me a hugh lecture on it and my mum was really upset. i have been to the doctors and i have to go back. he sed its depression that lead to my s/h (i already knew this). tomorrow my mum and dad are having a meeting with my school and i am so scared i dont no what to do. i havent s/h in over a week but i really want to. i no that tommorow i will have no supppport from my friends and will feel more alone than i do now. i just dont no what to do. i need help.


sorry for ranting, sorry i wasted yhoor time on my stupid existance.

[[pretty on the inside]]

It must have been really difficult for you to tell them, but hopefully you should be able to get some support for this now. Has your GP referred you to a therapist or anything? It's best if the people around you understand that you're not feeling great because they can be more understanding and supportive of you. Good luck xxx

[thespianicism]

I'm sorry that happened. I had a very similar experience and though it was really really scary at the time, it turned out to be for the best. Your mom and dad will calm down and be able to support you. They just don't want you hurt and sometimes that doesn't come across as caring. Hopefully they'll realize that what you really need now is understanding it support. It might take a while for them to realize that, but they should in time.

Look up. It will get better.