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Old 11-04-2009, 10:11 PM   #1
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5 months.

I've gone almost 5 months without a major period of self injury (I have SH'd once or twice). I feel really on the edge now. And not just like I might slip up once but like I'll be screwed again. This is a really hard time of year for me - I first SI'd in April of last year and on this coming Tuesday it will be one year since I was sent away from school on medical leave for self injury. I'm scared I'm going to slip up again and have to leave another play because of self-injury like last year. I really don't want to screw up again but I don't know what to do.



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Old 11-04-2009, 11:22 PM   #2
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Congratulations!! Thats awesome!! Im very pleased for you :)

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Old 12-04-2009, 01:37 AM   #3
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congratulations on the 5 months, that's a huge accomplishment.
is there anything you can do to remove yourself from the temptation to s.i., particularly on that day?
maybe you could use it as an extra reason NOT to s.i. - to remind yourself how much you don't want want to go back to that and how much easier it is to make the decision to continue with recovery now than to have to start over again. that said, if you do slip up on that day, it doesn't necessarily mean you are starting over again. everyone has slip ups...but hopefully this won't be one for you.

take care,
chelsea L.



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Old 12-04-2009, 09:08 PM   #4
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Heyyy,
Well done on 5 months sweetie. Use distractions if you have the urge. xo.



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Old 13-04-2009, 12:00 AM   #5
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Old 18-04-2009, 10:34 PM   #6
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well done on the 5 months *PROUD* you sound like a strong person and just need to try and keep that going and try your very hardest not to think about the past ... tomorrow is another day same as the past 5 months just need to push yourself through it .. good luck xx

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Old 19-04-2009, 06:33 PM   #7
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I know you can keep going hun *gentle hug* You're doing ever so well.

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