yes i do sometimes regret it......but i dont think i would have ever met the person i met though this site if it werent for sh so in a way i dont fully regreat starting sh.
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
Everyday i think "if i hadnt done this maybe id never have started" or "if i didnt know this person maybe id be ok"
in a lot of ways i do regret it a lot, but i think ive met some amazing people because of it, and gotten closer to someone
as a whole though, i do regret i think...
I don't regret starting, but I do wish I had been more honest from the beginning and hadn't let myself get so bad.
Everything happens for a reason though, even the crappy things can lead to something great!
It's the children the world almost breaks that grow up to save it.
-Frank Warren
I did when I first started...I wished I could just pretend it had never happened...but now...I dont't know...if I could get rid of it from my pas I don't think I would however strange that sounds.
I AM trying and I WILL do it.... Hopefully...
RYL is my safe hiding place from the rest of the world. Shh... don't tell anyone
SORRY ....It means nothing.
Surrounded by nice people and but still feeling alone.... as usual...
The days when all you want to do is hide from the world are always the days the world finally decides it is interested in you.
No but then I have self harmed for as long as I remember and your past makes your future and if i hadnt then I wouldnt have met some of the wonderful people I have
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
Strangely enough I don't regret starting...I may get in trouble for saying this but its got me through stuff and stopped me doing stuff that would screw other people over. Its far from a good thing but it is part of my life.
I do regret the lies its forced me to tell and the shame.
To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never stop fighting-E. E. Cummings
RYL Family
duchesskrow-is my duck sister
*Fallen*Stars*-Is my sister
BandGeek-is my Band Roadie
bubble-car is my little sister
No, I don't. I was all alone before I started to SH, now I have friends who support me and help me through the bad times. I love RYL. And in a way, I am glad I started SH'ing because I found RYL in a desperate search for support about my depression and now I'm two months free.
=)
"How can I be a gynecologist? I can barely look a woman in the eye!"
♥
I'm not entirely sure; I've never given it much thought. If asked 'If you could go back, would you never make that first cut?', I'd probably answer no - I wouldn't be the person I am today without it, and although I'm not too fond of myself right now, I still wouldn't want it any other way.
But it ruined the relationship I had with my Mom, which is one of the things I hate most about starting. Yet that lead to me moving to live with my Dad, which was one of the best decisions I ever made.
I hate that I never learnt to cope in a healthy way because of it, and that it's always the first thing I think of/turn to when things go wrong.
Yes, no, maybe and all of the above. I gain and I lose from it. I wish I could have my arms back but only so I could start a fresh and cut fresh flesh. I need it, I want it, but feel it controls me, I have no control over it.
"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same too so we are not that different you and I.
You'll be surprised to know how far you can go from the point where you thought it was the end.
At times i do. In a way i dont. It is me, my life, my child hood and adolescence. Its made me who i am. I like the scars in a wierd way. I can tell you what they were from and why. Ive wrote my book on my skin.
BUT.
I feel like a freak. Im not normal. I see the funny looks i sometimes get. i feel self concious.
But no. I dont REGRET it. I live with it. It is me whether i like it or not
No i don't think i do because if i hadn't started when i did i think the outcome would of been a lot worse and i'm not sure if i'd be here today..i needed an instant release. I wish i'd never hurt the people i care about and i wish i hadn't got addicted but at the time i think it was weirdly the right thing for me to do and i wouldn't be who i am today without it. I guess it also showed me which friends i could always rely on. That's just how it is for me anyway
xXx
SORRY ....It means nothing.
