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Forum: Introductions 19-11-2023, 10:02 PM
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Views: 8,752
Posted By Pegasus71
Thank you ❤️

Thank you ❤️
Forum: Introductions 17-11-2023, 06:58 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 8,752
Posted By Pegasus71
Returning after many years

Was a member here with a different username for a few years around 2007.

I?m 52, I?ve self harmed on and off since I was 13.

So much has gone on in my life, particularly over the last few years...
Forum: First Aid Advice 23-04-2008, 06:53 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 515
Posted By Pegasus71
Side effects or just mood stuff - non urgent

I've been on Paroxetine 20mg for over a year, took a break from it for about 9 months before that but had to go back onto it. I've never had any side-effects from it at all. I've been on various ad's...
Forum: Veterans Board 24-07-2007, 12:05 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 2,796,122
Posted By Pegasus71
*hugs* everyone. Think it's my first post in...

*hugs* everyone.

Think it's my first post in here - I lurk mainly, find posting hard

but

I hate, hate, hate that I am so needy. I need to feel that people love me and care about me, and I...
Forum: Veterans Board 24-07-2007, 11:57 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 702
Posted By Pegasus71
I think dreams are ways of your mind working...

I think dreams are ways of your mind working stuff out for itself, at least that's what my therapist used to say, and it sort of worked for me.

As for the first dream - well to me it's not an odd...
Forum: Veterans Board 18-07-2007, 02:01 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 1,016
Posted By Pegasus71
Definitely show him stuff, and I wouldn't edit it...

Definitely show him stuff, and I wouldn't edit it either.

I showed my therapist poems - which after reading she said, "this is where you let out your feelings rather than talking about them," which...
Forum: Veterans Board 11-07-2007, 10:23 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 1,347
Posted By Pegasus71
Don't think we've met before - hi though :-) ...

Don't think we've met before - hi though :-)

BK
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Forum: Veterans Board 10-07-2007, 04:58 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 813
Posted By Pegasus71
Don't know whether this will be any help but. . ....

Don't know whether this will be any help but. . . .

My therapist, who was a good one I saw for 2 years made me write my dreams down and she'd analyse them. She said that dreams were the...
Forum: Veterans Board 09-07-2007, 04:49 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,725
Posted By Pegasus71
It's so good that you tried, and that you took...

It's so good that you tried, and that you took the step to go to A&E, that's a big thing to do.

Hope things improve for you soon.

BK
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Forum: Veterans Board 04-07-2007, 09:48 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 889
Posted By Pegasus71
Got to do what you think is best, and also take...

Got to do what you think is best, and also take care of you. For what it's worth, I think you should go.
Forum: Veterans Board 04-07-2007, 09:45 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 707
Posted By Pegasus71
Having read that I wonder what she does do for...

Having read that I wonder what she does do for you and why you moved so far to be with someone who doesn't seem to understand you, becuase that's what you seem to be saying.

Putting it brutally you...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-07-2007, 09:55 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,725
Posted By Pegasus71
I can understand that you want them to hate you....

I can understand that you want them to hate you. Do you also want them to hate themselves as much as you hate yourself. By pushing them away and not letting them help you you are putting them in the...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-07-2007, 06:43 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,725
Posted By Pegasus71
*hugs* Matthew. Accepting help is hard, all the...

*hugs* Matthew.

Accepting help is hard, all the more if you don't think you're worth it, once you get help and it starts to have some effect you start to realise that it's ok, because you don't feel...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-07-2007, 01:16 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,321
Posted By Pegasus71
Love the randomness *giggle*

Love the randomness *giggle*
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 03-07-2007, 01:15 PM
Replies: 140
Views: 18,697
Posted By Pegasus71
I posted these on my lj once dedicated to some of...

I posted these on my lj once dedicated to some of my friends on there who are so important to me, and help me so much, it reduced some of them to tears - oops.

It's a gorgous song and just says a...
Forum: Veterans Board 02-07-2007, 04:38 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 949
Posted By Pegasus71
Just try and do one thing, try and foget about...

Just try and do one thing, try and foget about the others and just achieve one thing at a time, otherwise you'll just keep getting ovewhelmed and that's a very scarey thing.

Hope stuff goes ok.
Forum: Veterans Board 02-07-2007, 04:35 PM
Replies: 37
Views: 1,817
Posted By Pegasus71
You don't need to apologise, just try to take...

You don't need to apologise, just try to take care of yourself as best you can. There are a whole lot of people here who care that you're ok.

BK
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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-06-2007, 09:29 PM
Replies: 607
Views: 28,006
Posted By Pegasus71
I started cutting at 13 and was depressed from 6....

I started cutting at 13 and was depressed from 6. I'm now 35 and both still figure heavily all the time.
Forum: Veterans Board 28-06-2007, 04:58 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,070
Posted By Pegasus71
Our barrier is our form of self-protection. I...

Our barrier is our form of self-protection. I think there is also often a fear that if we start crying we're not going to stop.

Letting defenses down can result in release and freedom and the...
Forum: Veterans Board 28-06-2007, 04:48 PM
Replies: 39
Views: 2,478
Posted By Pegasus71
I can't give blood becuase I take meds for high...

I can't give blood becuase I take meds for high blood pressure, it's annoying becuase I'm the type that can be used for universal donations.

I am on the bone marrow register though, seems that I'm...
Forum: Veterans Board 28-06-2007, 09:40 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 993
Posted By Pegasus71
why is this all I feel - sort of rhetorical question

I was hoping my moods were improving this week, I hadn’t crashed badly, just felt mildly down. I slept badly last night though and so I didn’t get up this morning for a run.

I don’t feel anything...
Forum: Veterans Board 25-06-2007, 10:34 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 1,278
Posted By Pegasus71
you need to look after you. hope the beak gets...

you need to look after you. hope the beak gets better soon :)

BK
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Forum: Veterans Board 25-06-2007, 10:30 PM
Replies: 431
Views: 23,318
Posted By Pegasus71
I wanna be adopted, I'm useless at looking after...

I wanna be adopted, I'm useless at looking after myself, I can look after other people fine, but not me.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 23-06-2007, 12:08 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,273
Posted By Pegasus71
Ice

An icy finger of isolation spreads with indifferent confidence and power, like a crack in the frozen surface of a lake.

Before you notice it the struggle to relate to those around you is unbearably...
Forum: Veterans Board 23-06-2007, 12:01 PM
Replies: 159
Views: 12,373
Posted By Pegasus71
Not just you I don't get it either. I couldn't...

Not just you I don't get it either. I couldn't bear to watch, Pirates or Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with my little boy. Whenever they're on I have to be somewhere else.

He just creeps me out.
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