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Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-04-2011, 03:35 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 5,843
Posted By k26
telling my gp im suicidal - what will she do?

im seeing my GP tomorrow she knows things have been really bad recently. that ive been thinking about suicide and tomorrow shes going to ask me how i am...the thoughts etc..

what will she say/do if...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-11-2010, 12:43 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 546
Posted By k26
cant do this anymore

I've never felt this alone.
Nobody cares that I'm falling apart.

I admit I hide it and I lie but recently, iv told them I need help. I've asked for support which is something I have NEVER done...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-08-2010, 04:30 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 467
Posted By k26
i caved

i took an overdose the other day..
sadly, still here.

why do people always find me? i was in the middle of no where.
got escourted to the hospital with 3 police men and an ambulance crew.
i told...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 13-08-2010, 02:01 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,731
Posted By k26
tired

i dont know what to do anymore.
the flashbacks and nightmares are getting bad again
i feel guilty and worthless and all the things he told me i was.
i met someone recently, who was understanding of...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 01-08-2010, 11:08 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 369
Posted By k26
bleh

i dont know what im doing anymore.
what im thinking.
my feelings are taking over everything.
i cant do this again.
im going into complete meltdown and i dont care.

bought a very large number of...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 18-07-2010, 10:32 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 702
Posted By k26
thank you x

thank you x
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 18-07-2010, 10:19 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 702
Posted By k26
(sexual abuse) random poems.

just some poems i have written;

I used to be your princess
Your little golden girl
I could do no wrong
Id always make you smile

now it seems that's changed
Im still your litte girl
But a burden...
Forum: First Aid Advice 18-07-2010, 10:04 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,954
Posted By k26
i've always been told to leave steri-strips for...

i've always been told to leave steri-strips for at least 5 days. some of mine had the yellow stuff, i just left it and it went away. but maybe best to get some antibiotics or something.

take care x
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-07-2010, 09:38 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 435
Posted By k26
at the moment, i dont want to fight at all. i...

at the moment, i dont want to fight at all. i just want to disappear.
and i dont want someone to help or stop me.

i dont feel open to anything at the moment.

thanks for replying.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-07-2010, 08:19 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 435
Posted By k26
finished.

i cant do this anymore.
i know something is going to happen soon and i have no intentions to stop it, im just looking for the perfect opportunity, where noone can stop me or find me or anything.
...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-06-2010, 11:11 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 494
Posted By k26
moment of realisation..

i know that iv not exactly been happy recently, so im not coping. i want to hurt myself. hell, most of the time i want to die. but, when i think about it...this is nothing compared to what iv felt in...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-06-2010, 11:50 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 580
Posted By k26
Thank you. I'm just sick of everything. The only...

Thank you.
I'm just sick of everything. The only thing stopping me is that I feel so bad on my family, iv put them through a lot..and the longer I can keep it together the better but, my falling...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-06-2010, 11:28 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 656
Posted By k26
cant do this.

i cant cope anymore.
everythings gone back to exactly how it was before.
i cant stop thinking about what he did.
i cant get the pictures out of my head.
the nightmares wont stop.
i can hear him...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 08:58 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 496
Posted By k26
i dont think i can. this is the feeling iv had in...

i dont think i can.
this is the feeling iv had in the past, before i do something stupid.
and i cant stop it.
i dont want to.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 05:29 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 496
Posted By k26
no replies needed.

was meant to be going out with some people from my college tonight, wasnt looking forward to it but thought it would be good to go out and act normal.
they cancelled.
now...im falling apart. because...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 17-06-2010, 05:01 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 878
Posted By k26
Insomniac - Sylvia Plath

The night is only a sort of carbon paper,
Blueblack, with the much-poked periods of stars
Letting in the light, peephole after peephole --
A bonewhite light, like death, behind all things.
Under the...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 04:16 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,203
Posted By k26
Thanks for your replies. i really appreciate...

Thanks for your replies.

i really appreciate what your saying, and i know if i dont get into uni its not a big deal/end of the world. i can wait and go some point in the future but its the only...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 01:09 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 580
Posted By k26
dont want to live..

Dont want to keep doing this.
its been...8 months since my last suicide attempt, the longest period in..at least 2 years now that i hadnt tried to kill myself.
and now, i want to. i dont care...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-06-2010, 12:29 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,203
Posted By k26
iv not got any support anymore...i changed from...

iv not got any support anymore...i changed from child to adult services in january as i turned 18 in november. adult services saw me twice and discharged me and the guy couldnt have cared less about...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 16-06-2010, 12:27 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,203
Posted By k26
Thanks for replying. I know I shouldn't stop...

Thanks for replying.

I know I shouldn't stop taking them..but I don't want them.
I don't want to feel better in a way, which is ridiculous.

Iv not been feeling great recently even when I was taking...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-06-2010, 10:56 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,203
Posted By k26
i dont really know why. just decided one day i...

i dont really know why. just decided one day i didnt want to take them.
i guess its a way to hurt myself.
they were working well..the only meds that have worked this well for me.


thanks for...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-06-2010, 10:22 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,203
Posted By k26
i wont be allowed to come off them, i got told...

i wont be allowed to come off them, i got told before id be on them for at least 2 years before they would even concider taking me off them.
it didnt bother me at the time.
just, recently..i dont...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-06-2010, 09:46 PM
Replies: 22
Views: 1,203
Posted By k26
not taking my medication...

i had this brilliant idea last week..
not to take my medication.
and it seemed like the right thing to do.
so now, im not taking my medication.
im on Mirtazapine 30mg but,
i dont want to take it, and...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 07-06-2010, 09:27 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 2,185
Posted By k26
It was not your fault, you told him that it wasnt...

It was not your fault, you told him that it wasnt what you wanted but he kept pushing you *hug*
i hope your okay.
PM me if you want to talk.

Take care of yourself, be kind - this was not your...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-06-2010, 09:16 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 823
Posted By k26
drinking to ease the pain

i dont have a drink problem...but i know if i keep going the way i am, that i will. im using alcohol as my way to escape, i guess the same way i used to use self harm...alcohol dosent hurt but it...
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