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Triggering (Suicide) - (sexual abuse) random poems.
just some poems i have written;
I used to be your princess
Your little golden girl
I could do no wrong
Id always make you smile
now it seems that's changed
Im still your litte girl
But a burden upon you
That's how I feel
I know that youl denie it
Youl never say its true
But look at all the upset
Iv brought upon you
You don't need this now
Nor have you ever
I want to make it better
I can't do this forever
Im sorry that iv hurt you
And also made you cry
This was never an ending
Just a goodbye
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Staring out the window
I see them run and play
Shouting and screaming
Smiles of fun and glee
I know their only young
But do they ever wonder
The mystery of life
The lightning and thunder
Are they really happy?
That mystery is mine
Do they smile eventhough they pine
I cannot undersatand it
The way the world goes round
Happyness is simple
But I only hear the sound.
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don't know what's going on
I wish that I was strong
I need to be here for you
But I just can't carry on
There isn't maby options
I don't know which one to pick
You want me to be happy
But it dosent seem to fit
I love you more than ever
I want to be here too
But something inside me
Screams I just can't go on
I know youl listen and always try to help
But sometime I can't talk
For fear and for guilt
I don't want to upset you
My god, I hate that I do
But please just understand
Its not because of you
Now that this is ending
I don't know what to do
Please just remember
I will always love you.
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Sometimes things change
we don't know how or why
but it seems like life
has somehow passed me by.
Everyday I wake up wishing to be free
something inside me says 'youl never be'
I know it isn't true and it dosent make sense
but sometimes I believe it,
not even past tense.
I don't see how youl miss me,
I know you really care but things change
itl be easy.
Just believe im always there.
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Take this razor, sign your name across my wrists
And stake your claim,
I've been yours since the first kiss
When you drew blood
And then kissed it from my lips.
Take this razor, sign your name across my wrists
And since we met
I never cared for what I missed
When I blacked out
After contact with your fists.
Take your razor, sign your name across my wrists
Who ever knew that
It would end like this
Your weight on me
Pain tearing through my hips
My single scream
As flesh started to rip
Then it was done
And you could cross my off your list
It doesn't matter
I wear your name across my wrists.
So take this razor, sign your name across my wrists
So everyone will know who left me like this.
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