Triggering (SI/Substance abuse) - drinking to ease the pain

[k26]

i dont have a drink problem...but i know if i keep going the way i am, that i will. im using alcohol as my way to escape, i guess the same way i used to use self harm...alcohol dosent hurt but it gives me that numb feeling. which iv got to say...i love. iv started drinking everyday and..i cant just drink i have to get drunk. =/

my friends have started to notice...
i went to a bar on my own the other day and got very drunk...hoping that something bad would happen..it didnt but i still wish it did.

[carjunky08]

im right there with ya! i used to drink for the feeling and to escape. and i loved the feel to.

if u need anything, u can drop me a line anytime

[Sigma]

me too... *hugs*

[jamie-lyn]

im the same first of all i self harmed then i became anorexic again and then i started to drink the pain away. i hope you find a way to cope i hope we all do x

[SunnySideDown]

I understand. I do the same. I just drank a whole bottle of wine...and I'm at school and about to take a test. I went to the corner store and bought it and drank it in the bathroom stall. It's insane but now I feel numb and happier. I know how you feel...

[Midnight]

thats how i started now i have to drink everyday or i get ill. my mother has my debit card and will only get me one bottle of wine a day! it does numb the pain tho so i know how you feel.

[88shelz]

drinking to get drunk the way yyou are is a problem
im alot like the above poster...i now need alcohol r i get ill. my body is addicted to it now.

[BlueSkyes]

I know that feeling far too well. I went out tonight with friends... which was fine... but even once I got home, the feeling set in again & I wound up drinking more just to get rid of it. Makes me numb to everything, more or less.

If you need to talk, just message me *hugs*

[Merc]

Quote:

Originally Posted by 88shelz

drinking to get drunk the way yyou are is a problem
im alot like the above poster...i now need alcohol r i get ill. my body is addicted to it now.

same
to drink and not get drunk is a waste to me now
but now it taskes so much
try to get help if you can, do better than at least i have
it wont end well, for any of us.