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Forum: General Support and Advice 27-02-2008, 05:44 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 524
Posted By preciousandfragile
Blue how do i get myself to want to love me

maybe its me being stubborn. it maybe its the fact that i dont feel love. but no matter what i try i never can seem to love myself. not even one thing. i want to. and i know i need to. but i just...
Forum: General Support and Advice 15-10-2007, 04:58 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 858
Posted By preciousandfragile
Icon Question Nightmares...?? help please *trigger*

so i am pretty ****ed up...

i have been for a while..but that is besides the point

for quite some time i havent been able to sleep... rather i am afraid to go to sleep...i cant sleep...i have too...
Forum: General Support and Advice 15-10-2007, 04:39 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 941
Posted By preciousandfragile
omg sweetie..no no no ur not a selfish bitch!!!...

omg sweetie..no no no ur not a selfish bitch!!! ur just scared...and that is totally understandable...just know ppl care...ii care... pm me ne time...

much much love
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-09-2007, 05:43 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 939
Posted By preciousandfragile
the pppl that "loved" me just hurt...

the pppl that "loved" me just hurt me..in various ways..i have scars that are;nt just from me...im told im fat, im told i dont look good and such..by jppl that "love" me and they tel me these things...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-09-2007, 10:12 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 939
Posted By preciousandfragile
i jsut feel so horrible and unloveable..its wat i...

i jsut feel so horrible and unloveable..its wat i have been taugth...i just dont knnow how to deal with this monster inside anymore thats it
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-09-2007, 03:04 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 939
Posted By preciousandfragile
fucked

thats all i have to say..i am fucked...and i need to be destroyed..one way or antother..just help..before i really get fucked
Forum: Eating Issues Support 05-09-2007, 08:55 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,393
Posted By preciousandfragile
yes, mine is very supportive..not only becuz he...

yes, mine is very supportive..not only becuz he loves me, but becuz he has been there..he is older than me...so he has already been thru a lot of the things that i am going thru..he did si and...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 05-09-2007, 08:46 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 935
Posted By preciousandfragile
why does it feel this way?

i mean, im so confused..if it isnt one thing it is the other...why does it feel good to starve myself...why do i feel the need to deprive myself of food. i mean im healthy, im fit, i guess..im a...
Forum: General Support and Advice 20-08-2007, 06:59 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 922
Posted By preciousandfragile
ok....thanx guys.....im still figuring all this...

ok....thanx guys.....im still figuring all this out.....maybe im just overreacting cuz well this on top of everything just isnt a good combination.....but yeah....i have the most wonderful boyfriend...
Forum: General Support and Advice 20-08-2007, 05:50 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 922
Posted By preciousandfragile
am i bi? how do i know? can neone help?

i need to know if neone can help me figure this out.....i want to know if i am bi.....i mean i think i am but i dont know how to know for sure.....if neone has ne advice, please let me know....im...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 20-08-2007, 05:39 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,768
Posted By preciousandfragile
HELP...im scared, im alone, im unloved, im hopeless

i know its been a while since ive been here.....but now i just cant take it
i feel like death becomes me. i thought i was doing good, now i realize that i am a lost child. a hopeless cause...i feel...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 06:54 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,577
Posted By preciousandfragile
the more time passes, the more i want to. wat to do wat to do

its been a lil over a month since i last cut...but now i cant stop thinking about it. not eating just isn't doing it for me. the more time i dont do it, the more i want to and need to do it...it...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 06:48 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 1,786
Posted By preciousandfragile
yes ido, its bad, but only when i haven si in a...

yes ido, its bad, but only when i haven si in a while then i cant stop thinking about it and i plan it.....i really need to rigth now....i dunno, its bad
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 05:23 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,535
Posted By preciousandfragile
thanks guys, i dunno its just so stressful right...

thanks guys, i dunno its just so stressful right now. i should be happy, but im not. god i was so close to cutting last nite...i dont know how much longer i can hold it in.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 05:16 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 2,590
Posted By preciousandfragile
and how long ago was this? the suicide...

and how long ago was this? the suicide attempt....its good that you are seeing a therapist and that you are honest...taht is key....i dunno what to tell you...im not much help
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-06-2007, 05:13 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 3,065
Posted By preciousandfragile
i do try

the problem is she is the one that caused this pain....she is the one who taught me to be hurtful....lets just put it this way, i have scars that aren't from me.....ya....i am seeing a counselor, but...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 03:14 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,535
Posted By preciousandfragile
ya its just that none of my friends get why i do...

ya its just that none of my friends get why i do it...it is just so confusing
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-06-2007, 03:10 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 2,590
Posted By preciousandfragile
does he still live wit you?? that must be so...

does he still live wit you?? that must be so hard. are you honest wit your therapist?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-06-2007, 03:04 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 3,065
Posted By preciousandfragile
i dont know why

i just want them to care...especially my mom...and to prove to myself that i can follow thru with at least something...ive dried to do other things, but i just cant go thru with them.....i wish they...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 05-06-2007, 05:06 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,652
Posted By preciousandfragile
"you hit me, i cant hit you back" more of my scary poetry

you hit me
i cant hit you back
i have scars
that are not my own
you can't stand to look at mine
but thats cuz it reminds you
of what you've done to me
about the torture you put me through
protection...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-06-2007, 05:01 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 3,065
Posted By preciousandfragile
why did i have to be so f***** up?? no one cares anyways

now that i cant cut ive resorted to a permanent hunger strike. i meant wat the f is wrong with me???? ive done hunger strikes before, but never like this...i just feel so confused...it feels good...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-06-2007, 04:56 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,535
Posted By preciousandfragile
it so hard

now that ppl know about my cutting, they ask me about why i cut...and i just cant tell them..becuz i dont want to ruin anyone elses life....y'know?? its just that the more its brought up, the more i...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-06-2007, 04:52 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,883
Posted By preciousandfragile
no no no

o sweetie, please dont think that!!!! i am here, please please please talk to me....and dont hurt yourself...even if it is wat you want...believe me it is easier said than done...i want to so bad...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-06-2007, 04:46 AM
Replies: 97
Views: 5,155
Posted By preciousandfragile
never

if i had to do it all over again, i'd still cut...its just something that happened...i dont regret it. and im not ashamed....i dont try to hide it from the world...if they are gonna accept me, they...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-06-2007, 04:39 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,376,852
Posted By preciousandfragile
i hate you but i love you

i never .knew i could hate someone so much but at the same time love them... you dont know the damage you have caused me. the pain you given me. the scars you have left on me...i can never forgive...
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