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Forum: Creativity and Reviews 08-06-2008, 06:10 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 803
Posted By cobinrapner
thanks everyone!!! i needed the feedback. anyone...

thanks everyone!!! i needed the feedback. anyone care to analyze it? it's kind of a new hobby of mine and i would love to see how people relate to it. thanks again everyone!
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 07-06-2008, 07:16 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 803
Posted By cobinrapner
my first poem

So I'm in a poetry class right now and this is my first try writing my own poem. It might be kind of a downer but it was a good way to express a bad situation I'm in. Enjoy :blush:

He It She

She...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-03-2008, 07:19 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 598
Posted By cobinrapner
The reason I cut again was because I've fallen...

The reason I cut again was because I've fallen completely in love with one of my best friends. I kept listening to the song Nicest Thing by Kate Nash and I just couldn't handle it anymore. It's so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-03-2008, 05:07 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 598
Posted By cobinrapner
slip up after 13 months...

i was 13 months free and i cut last night. i dont want to start all over. i worked so hard. it wasn't a bad cut. i bled a little but not too bad. but i just don't want it to keep happening. i'm not...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-03-2008, 07:46 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 617
Posted By cobinrapner
so close to relapse..

the scissors are right next to me. i want to cut so bad but I haven't cut in over a year. i even have my bracelet...

i love her so much. i want her here all the time. i want her here right now so i...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2008, 07:02 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 833
Posted By cobinrapner
just saw some cutting in a tv show. now i'm having freak outs and flash backs

i was watching the L word online. i'm not sure if anyone is familiar with it. but there's a character, Jenny, who's kind of dark. she seemed to be having some trouble with herself. but i didn't even...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-02-2008, 04:42 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,456
Posted By cobinrapner
Core I'm so fucking angry

I'm so angry and I don't know why. I really jsut want to scream at someone. Nothing will calm me down. I don't want to sing, i dont want to play piano, i dont want to talk to anyone, i dont want to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-02-2008, 01:22 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 636
Posted By cobinrapner
i'm pretty sure she doesn't feel the same way,...

i'm pretty sure she doesn't feel the same way, which is why it still kinda hurts. i'm just so blessed to have her still. i was so afraid i was going to kind of push her away with this. but thank you...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-01-2008, 05:51 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 613
Posted By cobinrapner
I feel like I've told her enough already. I'm...

I feel like I've told her enough already. I'm glad she knows and I'm so happy she's perfectly fine with it. I feel like I should distance myself but then I would feel even worse. It's pretty much a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-01-2008, 06:17 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 613
Posted By cobinrapner
it hurts

it hurts so much. i like her so much. i think i might even love her. but it's never going to be what i want. i burned myself with a cigarette last night just to feel something else. just a minor...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-01-2008, 03:31 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 1,113
Posted By cobinrapner
thank everyone! i'm still waiting for the money...

thank everyone! i'm still waiting for the money to get my bracelet. i love those things. lots of motivation in only a few beads. but thanks again!!! =)
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-01-2008, 03:26 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 636
Posted By cobinrapner
she doesn't feel awkward about it at all. she's...

she doesn't feel awkward about it at all. she's being so good about this. when were talking the other night, i was like, "you don't feel awkward at all?" she said no, but i think you do. which upsets...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-01-2008, 08:59 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 636
Posted By cobinrapner
i feel like a freak...continued

so if anyone read my post before, i talked about how i have a crush on a really close friend who is a girl. I talked to my friend Nick for advice. He had the same problem last year. He's also...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-01-2008, 05:25 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 1,113
Posted By cobinrapner
Bookmark One Year =)

It's been exactly one year. Those urges are still there though. I wish I knew how to get rid of them. But I'm proud of myself. And two of my friends congratulated me today. lol so yay!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-01-2008, 06:19 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 707
Posted By cobinrapner
here's the thing. we're living together next year...

here's the thing. we're living together next year with two other guys. if i tell her anything about all this, it would one, be awkward for her, two, jeopardize my living situation for this summer....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-01-2008, 04:18 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 707
Posted By cobinrapner
i feel like a freak

I need to let it out. I can't tell any of my friends. it's too big...

So i'm a bi-sexual girl. that isn't the big thing. most of my friends are gay boys and "straight" girls. aka we talk about how...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-01-2008, 08:44 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 1,312
Posted By cobinrapner
my one year is coming up on the 22 of january....

my one year is coming up on the 22 of january. i'm very excited for my bracelet. lol. it's been almost a year since i told my mom too. i might treat myself to something that day.

well done to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-01-2008, 08:40 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,644
Posted By cobinrapner
i have the 6 month one. 7 orange beads and 19...

i have the 6 month one. 7 orange beads and 19 white ones. basically 1/4 orange. 3 months is half and half and 1 months is 1/4 white. congrats on your recovery!!!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-01-2008, 08:37 AM
Replies: 21
Views: 1,562
Posted By cobinrapner
that is so great to hear!!! one month is a big...

that is so great to hear!!! one month is a big step. keep with it. then it'll be 2 months, then 3 and then a year and so on and so forth. so congrats!! keep with it!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-01-2008, 08:24 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 622
Posted By cobinrapner
wow, this sounds so familiar. i went through the...

wow, this sounds so familiar. i went through the SAME exact thing. i'm still not over it either. when i first went to college, me neighbor and I were inseparable. we did everything together and i...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-01-2008, 08:05 AM
Replies: 60
Views: 2,650
Posted By cobinrapner
i told my mom last year after about 3 years of...

i told my mom last year after about 3 years of SI. she was shocked but so supportive. and my parents were kind of my reason that i was depressed too. talk to your psych about it. they'll help you...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-12-2007, 10:06 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 624
Posted By cobinrapner
Core i dont think i can do this..

i havent cut in so long. its been almost a year. but i want to. sooo so bad. i cant stop thinking about it. i'm on my winter break from school so no one is around. my parents cant help. it's so...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-12-2007, 09:54 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,082
Posted By cobinrapner
hi there! i was in the same position about a year...

hi there! i was in the same position about a year ago. i was afraid of counselors too. i thought i was annoying them and i just faked my way out of sessions. try to stick with it. i eventually opened...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 28-12-2007, 09:40 AM
Replies: 20,493
Views: 1,498,562
Posted By cobinrapner
Polite Dance Song -- The Bird and the Bee i love...

Polite Dance Song -- The Bird and the Bee

i love this band. and you should too :)
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-12-2007, 09:21 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 613
Posted By cobinrapner
I've had a nightmare like that. And it's tough...

I've had a nightmare like that. And it's tough because it sticks with you for a while. But try not to let it get to you. I'm glad you came on the forum instead of cutting. It helps a lot to let...
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