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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-03-2008, 06:52 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 583
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
I'm sorry

I've been writing here a lot, for this I apologize. I feel like everything in my life is combusting and getting a million times worse. My ex is moving to canada which leaves no hope for a reprise, my...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-03-2008, 06:09 AM
Replies: 160
Views: 15,110
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
just read, and read through all the comments. I...

just read, and read through all the comments. I have to agree with the few who said that being "guilted" isnt the best way to get someone out of that kind of thought process, but I also have to...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-03-2008, 04:57 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 932
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
I got intoxicated and was on edge and I was...

I got intoxicated and was on edge and I was talking to my friend and after I had hung up to try to sleep it off (she had talked me down, such a good friend) she texted me with "No one is trying to...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 17-03-2008, 04:50 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 656
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
badump badump

badump badump
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-03-2008, 11:50 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 490
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
i thought I could handle it...

I went to a party last night where I knew my ex would be. I ended up getting sloshed (if I can't cut, thats my next option) and bawling all night in the upstairs hallway. My friend jackie came and...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-03-2008, 04:26 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 547
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
feeling really really triggered

I got back home today for spring break and its all been drama. My parents don't get anything and I miss Monica and no one really cares to hang out with me and I'll have to see my friggin exboyfriend...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-03-2008, 06:10 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 743
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
same deal here. Was confused because of gender...

same deal here. Was confused because of gender identity (sometimes I feel like a boy) and sexuality (I swing both ways, went hand in hand with the fluid gender identity) I dressed as a boy for 2...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 12-03-2008, 09:14 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 7,357
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
I don't know if it's just because of the way I am...

I don't know if it's just because of the way I am or because I blocked out some of my earlier trauma or whatever one should call it, but I've always felt simultaneously younger and older. I'm always...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 11-03-2008, 11:07 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 656
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
Contents Poems by Piph <3 (Possible Trigg to everything, sry)

Sedative: (trigg SI/ Suicide)
blood
pooling on the floor
my heart exploded
from lack of you
my sedative
my stabilizer
taken from me
by confusion
and deceit
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-03-2008, 10:38 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 513
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
Icon Question When should one go to mental health services?

I know like if you attempt suicide or od or something, but what if its just anxiety and its getting worse? I have really bad social anxieties (I can't call people unless I'm drunk or psych myself up...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2008, 09:54 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 589
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
yeah, please dont cut up. plus they scar funny...

yeah, please dont cut up. plus they scar funny and are harder to hide -_-"

I know what you mean, I do. Have you tried getting it out in other ways? painting or writing perhaps? just something to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2008, 09:26 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 589
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
Isnt that worse? up vs across.. ::hug:: Are...

Isnt that worse? up vs across..

::hug::

Are there any particular reasons why you can't stop lately? If you want to talk, I'm here.

<3-Piph
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2008, 07:57 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 552
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
I'm so sorry that you're feeling like this,...

I'm so sorry that you're feeling like this, sweetheart. ::hug:: I know exactly how you feel. My boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago and the wednesday afterwards I cut my arm all sorts of bad....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2008, 07:45 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 564
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
::hug:: I'm sorry you're feeling like this,...

::hug:: I'm sorry you're feeling like this, sweetheart. Its really tough to have such a horrible past and feel like one is reverting back to it. I've felt like this a lot lately too. But don't be...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2008, 07:36 PM
Replies: 2
Uhm
Views: 550
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
I'm sorry you feel this way honey, I know exactly...

I'm sorry you feel this way honey, I know exactly what you mean. I have the same issues. Just don't do anything drastic, it's not worth it. Have you gone to any of your profs about not really...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2008, 07:26 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 536
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
I don't know how I'm going to make it through Spring Break...

I'm going home for Spring Break, 3.5 hours from my college campus. And I'll have to see the boy that recently broke my heart. It was not and still is not a good breakup. He told me he planned on...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 11-03-2008, 02:39 AM
Replies: 396
Views: 81,733
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
no it did. thanks. <3

no it did. thanks. <3
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-03-2008, 10:23 PM
Replies: 396
Views: 81,733
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
anybody got tips on upper arms? my scars arent...

anybody got tips on upper arms? my scars arent too bad and most are covered my short sleeves but still..
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-03-2008, 07:10 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 552
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
and everything just goes from bad to worse. I...

and everything just goes from bad to worse. I feel like its all falling apart. I keep seeing and hearing about my ex everywhere and how much fun he's having and what a fun life he's leading and the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-03-2008, 07:56 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 796
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
just keep talking to us. try the distraction...

just keep talking to us. try the distraction board or yahoo games or something. ever play Runescape? ::hug::

-Piph

and I know what you mean about unsure if you want to be safe or not, I get that...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-03-2008, 07:39 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 552
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
ah I feel like *****, I did it again last night....

ah I feel like *****, I did it again last night. forearm again. enough blood to satiate. -_-"
Forum: Fun and Distractions 08-03-2008, 07:23 PM
Replies: 6,161
Views: 371,387
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
I have the entire soundtracks to Legend of Zelda:...

I have the entire soundtracks to Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time, Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask, and Jet Set Radio Future on my computer. ^^
Forum: Fun and Distractions 08-03-2008, 06:37 AM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,567
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
http://img155.imageshack.us/img155/3158/kissingch5...

http://img155.imageshack.us/img155/3158/kissingch5.jpg

this is my favorite. FTW
Forum: General Support and Advice 08-03-2008, 05:43 AM
Replies: 128
Views: 9,723
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
17, with the guy I was with for a year, I thought...

17, with the guy I was with for a year, I thought I loved him, didnt last long after that.

I lost my girl-v at 18, with this girl whom I've been in love with forever, she doesn't talk to me much...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-03-2008, 02:47 AM
Replies: 53
Views: 42,673
Posted By Pastel Epiphanies
"Another drama by the kitchen sink tonight,...

"Another drama by the kitchen sink tonight,
You said you'd cut yourself whilst washing up the knives,
Another week off school won't do you any good,
And I know how it feels to be your age. "...
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