Triggering (Suicide) - im done....

[Mad Dps]

So last night my boyfriend broke up with me and i was feeling really idk numb....i didnt feel sad, mad, happy? i just didnt know...and i was really thinking about suicide....an overdose....but i called a suicide line and talked to them for awhile and i felt better after....but now today im so lost...im really starting to scare myself i already have it planed out, im going to take a shower. get ready for the day, wait for my mom to go to work the take the pills wait a few minutes....then call 911.....so my family wouldn't have to find me,....i dont want to do it i think but yet idk ....im so lost i really am.....

[crazykat]

Please don't take the pills. I know things may seem very overwhelming for you at the moment and thats very understandable for you to be feeling the way you do. Give yourself time, things can get better and you will be able to move on from this. Taking an overdose is a very dangerous thing to do tho hunny. It doesn't sound like you wanna die, maybe that you just want a bit more support? Trust me there are better ways of getting that. Can you not try ringing that number again, or speaking to your mum? Please reach out for help hunny, you don't deserve to be hurting anymore than you already are. Stay strong hun, you can and will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx

[Cazki]

Hiya there im very sorry that your having such a difficult time right now. *Gives you a big hug* Your definitley not a freak at all. Everything will be ok, i know that what your going through isnt easy but it doesnt mean that you cant get through this. Could you talk to us about what it is thats made you feel like this? Do you have any support at all? (If you have one) have you spoken to your counseller how your feeling? Im so sorry for the pain that your going through. This link is Called *How suicide effects those around you* http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1405

You can get through this please dont give up please keep fighting through this. Things wont be like this forever, things will get better. Be gentle with yourself try not to be too hard on yourself as that will only create problems. We are all here for you and we will support you for as long as you need it. We all care about you so much. I know its incredibly difficult when your feeling really low but we are here to support you ok. Please please dont od oding is extremly dangerous and causes severe damage, its really not worth oding.

No one wants to see you get hurt anymore than what you already are, that includes me other people here, and your friends and family. I know that things are not good for you now but they wont always be like this. Have you thought about writing down your thoughts and feelings? Its important that if you do decide to write down your thoughts and feelings that you combine both the positive things and the negative things together so that you dont end up writing down just the negative things on there own. Make sure that you keep safe, none of us want to see you get hurt any more than what you already are you dont deserve it.

Please keep distracting yourself as much as you possibly can, there are lots of things that you can try here are some of them, listening to music, doing jobs to keep you busy, watching a movie, going for a walk and posting on the fun and distractions forum. Please keep talking to us, you dont have to go through this all on your own, we are here for you. Please take care its important that you look after yourself.

Take care best wishes Ian

[Pastel Epiphanies]

I'm so sorry that you're feeling like this, sweetheart. ::hug:: I know exactly how you feel. My boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago and the wednesday afterwards I cut my arm all sorts of bad. But we can get through this. Please do not do it. Please just stay and talk with us. ::hug::

-Piph