Uhm

[Carpe.Mortus]

So today I've run out of the thing that was stopping me feeling unhappy.
And...I feel crap.
I want to quit college. I don't understand like 90% of the stuff we do, I just copy off my friends.
I did the same for my GCSEs as well, I've no idea how I came this far.
I don't want to go to university...more copying, more being confused at everything.
But I can't get a job.
I'm more than willing to work, I'm just impossible with interviews. Graw.
I keep lying down for ages and thinking of ways to kill myself.
I want to go stand in the rain and listen to Dashboard Confessional. I'll do that later.
Hmph =(

[Pastel Epiphanies]

I'm sorry you feel this way honey, I know exactly what you mean. I have the same issues. Just don't do anything drastic, it's not worth it. Have you gone to any of your profs about not really understanding the work? or asking your friends since they seem to understand? It's not good to stay in the cycle that you're in if its depressing you though. Have you talked to a councelor?

if you need to talk to someone, please pm me, especially if you're thinking of doing something drastic.

<3- Piph.

[Cazki]

Hiya there im very sorry that your having such a difficult time right now. *Gives you a big hug* Your definitley not a freak at all. Everything will be ok, i know that what your going through isnt easy but it doesnt mean that you cant get through this. Could you talk to us about what it is thats made you feel like this? Do you have any support at all? (If you have one) have you spoken to your counseller how your feeling? Im so sorry for the pain that your going through. This link is Called *How suicide effects those around you* http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1405

You can get through this please dont give up please keep fighting through this. Things wont be like this forever, things will get better. Be gentle with yourself try not to be too hard on yourself as that will only create problems. We are all here for you and we will support you for as long as you need it. We all care about you so much. I know its incredibly difficult when your feeling really low but we are here to support you ok. Please please dont od oding is extremly dangerous and causes severe damage, its really not worth oding. Please dont end your life though.

No one wants to see you get hurt anymore than what you already are, that includes me other people here, and your friends and family. I know that things are not good for you now but they wont always be like this. Have you thought about writing down your thoughts and feelings? Its important that if you do decide to write down your thoughts and feelings that you combine both the positive things and the negative things together so that you dont end up writing down just the negative things on there own. Make sure that you keep safe, none of us want to see you get hurt any more than what you already are you dont deserve it.

Please keep distracting yourself as much as you possibly can, there are lots of things that you can try here are some of them, listening to music, doing jobs to keep you busy, watching a movie, going for a walk and posting on the fun and distractions forum. Please keep talking to us, you dont have to go through this all on your own, we are here for you. Please take care its important that you look after yourself.

Take care best wishes Ian