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Forum: Veterans Board 22-11-2009, 02:58 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 909
Posted By Audrey
What you should do is not attempt what you're...

What you should do is not attempt what you're thinking about attempting.....seriously. I tried it before (obviously a failed attempt) and was left feeling physically crap and mentally crap and so...
Forum: Veterans Board 22-11-2009, 02:37 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 577
Posted By Audrey
to be a good mum

my baby girl is now 6wks old. she is completely gorgeous and I love her with all my heart. I haven't SI'd for well over a year now but am so down at the moment I'm struggling.

my fiance is making...
Forum: Veterans Board 22-06-2008, 07:40 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 620
Posted By Audrey
Thanks for that, nice to know you're out there. x

Thanks for that, nice to know you're out there. x
Forum: Veterans Board 22-06-2008, 07:19 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 620
Posted By Audrey
nevermind

nevermind
Forum: Veterans Board 22-06-2008, 06:52 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 620
Posted By Audrey
bored of this now

Hey,

I'm 30yrs old and still feel emotionally like a teenager. So so sick of this now.

Started harming again, doctor has upped my anti-depressants and told me there's 6mth waiting period for an...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 01-01-2008, 01:50 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,316
Posted By Audrey
The only status I can have is calm......I just...

The only status I can have is calm......I just use a normal pc and BT internet......

I need to change my status
Forum: Veterans Board 01-01-2008, 01:44 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 683
Posted By Audrey
hate myself

I can't stop crying. I think I am actually going mad. I feel worthless and stupid and lonely and I'm so so sick of feeling lonely. I stopped harming because I thought no man would want me with scars...
Forum: Veterans Board 01-01-2008, 01:32 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 887
Posted By Audrey
I started to feel a bit better and then today I'm...

I started to feel a bit better and then today I'm feeling so so bad. I can't stop crying. I want this pain to go away
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 31-12-2007, 12:36 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,316
Posted By Audrey
I only have RYL and my email account open at the...

I only have RYL and my email account open at the same time. I could change it last time I was on here. It just magically defaults back to calm no matter what I change the mood to on the drop down...
Forum: Veterans Board 31-12-2007, 12:34 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 887
Posted By Audrey
I resisted. i cried so much and drank so much...

I resisted. i cried so much and drank so much beer that I passed out. Ok, not great but I didn't cut. I'm secretly pleased about that.

He rang me this morning. Apparently they've only just taken...
Forum: Veterans Board 31-12-2007, 03:37 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 887
Posted By Audrey
Thank you. I know I over analyse things. It's...

Thank you.

I know I over analyse things. It's just easier to make things wrong than to be told "I don't want you".

I was discussing this with my friend earlier this evening. We both went through...
Forum: Veterans Board 31-12-2007, 03:17 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 887
Posted By Audrey
I really really really like him. I genuinely...

I really really really like him. I genuinely can't see where I might meet someone else.

I keep stopping and thinking there might be a genuine reason for him logging on the dating site again....but...
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 31-12-2007, 02:59 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,316
Posted By Audrey
Change status

Does anyone know how to stop my mood status from defaulting to 'calm'? I'm anything but calm but when I post threads it says I'm 'calm'. I keep changing it to crying but it defaults back

thanks
Forum: Veterans Board 31-12-2007, 02:54 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 887
Posted By Audrey
Who cares anyway. Useless

Who cares anyway. Useless
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 31-12-2007, 02:52 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,198
Posted By Audrey
Which drug?

I'm so depressed. Struggling to see anything good at all. Just feel stupid and useless and like no one could ever love me - that scares me too. I've been on Lustral before years ago which I think...
Forum: Veterans Board 31-12-2007, 02:31 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 887
Posted By Audrey
I wish I could be loved

So, I was with a really nice guy for about 10mths but there was no real spark there, we were more like mates so I ended it because I so desperately want to be in a proper relationship with a mind to...
Forum: Introductions 06-08-2007, 11:06 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 877
Posted By Audrey
neither of those options are best. what's best is...

neither of those options are best. what's best is talking to people on here who understand and who can give you the advice to get through this. not everyone will betray you, please don't feel so...
Forum: Introductions 06-08-2007, 10:31 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 699
Posted By Audrey
It doesn't sound lame at all. You're just having...

It doesn't sound lame at all. You're just having a dark moment. PM me if you want to chat. Please don't feel alone

x
Forum: Introductions 06-08-2007, 10:29 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 877
Posted By Audrey
Hi, Glad you joined. Means you want to talk...

Hi,

Glad you joined. Means you want to talk which is a GOOD thing!!

Why do you feel like this hun?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-08-2007, 09:13 PM
Replies: 128
Views: 5,591
Posted By Audrey
My thoughts are with you both at this difficult...

My thoughts are with you both at this difficult time. I'm keeping everything crossed that you both have happier times ahead x
Forum: Introductions 06-08-2007, 09:04 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,114
Posted By Audrey
Welcome! I only joined yesterday so we can muddle...

Welcome! I only joined yesterday so we can muddle through together if you like (although I've still not worked out how to add buddies - such a technophobe!!). I'm 29 so reckon I'm probably one of the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-08-2007, 08:47 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,381
Posted By Audrey
Hey, I think there's a great difference between...

Hey, I think there's a great difference between dying of natural causes or maybe an accident than there is making the conscious decision to leave our family and friends.

By choosing that way out...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-08-2007, 08:35 PM
Replies: 61
Views: 3,263
Posted By Audrey
I never did it for attention, it was my own...

I never did it for attention, it was my own private thing. I think that maybe if you want people to notice sometimes it's because you want someone to finally stop you. Like anything, it's more...
Forum: Introductions 05-08-2007, 11:01 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 854
Posted By Audrey
hey....how do I add buddies? keeps saying I'm not...

hey....how do I add buddies? keeps saying I'm not signed in, but I am!

weird!

x
Forum: Introductions 05-08-2007, 10:57 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 854
Posted By Audrey
Thanks to all of you - much appreciated. Same...

Thanks to all of you - much appreciated.

Same goes to all of you - message me whenever you want to, I will reply I promise (most likely in the evenings tho)

xxx
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