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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-08-2013, 05:15 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 801
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
I feel like a massive slut :/ Its never enough...

I feel like a massive slut :/
Its never enough for anyone
Myself included
Im only good for sex im just a plaything
No one can really love me
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-08-2013, 05:13 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 801
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
I feel like a massive slut :/ Its never enough...

I feel like a massive slut :/
Its never enough for anyone
Myself included
Im only good for sex im just a plaything
No one can really love me
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-08-2013, 04:20 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 801
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
Pamphlets & recommendation letter. Im.doing...

Pamphlets & recommendation letter.

Im.doing everything I can but its never enough

I was diagnosed with HIV.

Fuck everything.

Im worthless tainted fat.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-08-2013, 06:49 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 801
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
Harmed. Badly. Went to ER & stitches. I am...

Harmed. Badly. Went to ER & stitches.

I am not ok.

Thank you guys. <3

I want to end this fight.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-08-2013, 03:08 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 801
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
suicidal

i cant do this anymore. i really really really cant and i dont think ill last the night. everything from this past year is building and building and building and its finally pushing me to the...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-11-2012, 04:01 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 795
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
i feel like im bad. i feel like i need to be...

i feel like im bad.
i feel like i need to be punished
he's wrong?
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-11-2012, 04:09 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 795
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
remembering

.

***** may trigger. not sure if i can trust my own memories.

long story short. was raped by my dad from a young age
he said God told him to God told him because im wicked and bad and ugly & he...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-10-2012, 04:18 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 700
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
Ty angel will try

Ty angel will try
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-10-2012, 04:12 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 700
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
tired of flashbacks. cant find love anywhere...

tired of flashbacks.
cant find love anywhere because its not love what he did wasnt love but what is.
i dont feel save or loved or okay or anything i dont feel anything
i dont want to feel anything...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-10-2012, 08:09 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 700
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
suicidal, alone, and really fragile

Not sure what to say now. Sorry for wasting so much space
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-04-2012, 04:08 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 523
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
suicidal.

right. now.
i just. can't care anymore.
i dont care.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 05-03-2012, 05:49 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,018
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
im scared to complain feel like i was wrong.

im scared to complain feel like i was wrong.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 02-03-2012, 05:05 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,018
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
please?

please?
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 02-03-2012, 04:19 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,018
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
:crying:

:crying:
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 02-03-2012, 04:08 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,018
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
i wasnt in control he wouldnt let me be in...

i wasnt in control he wouldnt let me be in control he treated me like a common street girl when i told him i wasnt a virgin and he got rude with me and didnt stop when i asked him and said that i...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 29-02-2012, 11:11 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,018
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
:'( *sob *

:'( *sob *
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 29-02-2012, 05:00 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,018
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
Thank you. I would type more but I'm trembly and...

Thank you. I would type more but I'm trembly and nervous andtyping from my phone. I will definitely ask him to explain what he is doing. I am still really afraid that even if he does explain I will...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 29-02-2012, 02:49 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,018
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
:/

seeing a male gynecologist. tomorrow.
im so scared.

dont want to go cant go. i know he wont hurt me it would be unprofessional? right? im so scared. he cant he'll get in trouble he does this a...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 29-02-2012, 01:32 AM
Replies: 534
Views: 35,129
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
IT'S NOT MY ****ING FAULT NOW STOP TORMENTING ME...

IT'S NOT MY ****ING FAULT NOW STOP TORMENTING ME PLEASE.
It's not my fault.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 06:17 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 653
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
No suggestions, but I'm thinking of you. xx I'm...

No suggestions, but I'm thinking of you. xx
I'm so sorry you feel this way, and if you ever want to talk you can PM me.
xx
Laur

Take care.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 06:03 AM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 95,787
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
i was going to do it i really was and i wish i...

i was going to do it i really was and i wish i had and i cant now because now everyones home but i had my things ready and i was just..so..close but i couldnt do it. i dont know what stopped me i...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 05:18 AM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 95,787
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
*sobbing* almost did it was so close dunno why i...

*sobbing* almost did it was so close dunno why i didnt
im so pathetic
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 01:53 AM
Replies: 170
Views: 8,529
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
Please feel better hon, I don't think we've ever...

Please feel better hon, I don't think we've ever spoken but I'm wishing the best, and I'm sorry you're struggling so much.
Thinking of you. xx
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 12:50 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 701
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
nothing is okay at all. ive been posting for help...

nothing is okay at all. ive been posting for help entirely too much and i hate it but i feel like everything is slipping from me. theres a small part of me that wants to hold on but its fading really...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2012, 01:30 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 701
Posted By emptyxcolorsxx
no one would care. i know they wouldnt. feeling...

no one would care. i know they wouldnt.


feeling unsafe.
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