Contains sexual abuse - remembering

[emptyxcolorsxx]

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***** may trigger. not sure if i can trust my own memories.

long story short. was raped by my dad from a young age
he said God told him to God told him because im wicked and bad and ugly & he wantrd to teach me guilt & pain and ithurtsim wicked.hesaid bad because i tempted him & im bad and needed to be punished because im not good enough and im going to hell.

im wicked and bad. badbadbadbad.

[sapphire hearts]

Honey, you don't need to be punished, and you're not bad. What he did was wrong, and what he told you was wrong. He used God as an excuse to do something really awful to you, but it wasn't your fault, you're not wicked or bad sweetheart. You're not going to hell.

Please take care of yourself darling - you don't deserve to be punished, I promise. PM me if you need to talk.

Katie xx

[emptyxcolorsxx]

i feel like im bad.
i feel like i need to be punished
he's wrong?

[DestinyInPain]

of course he is!
you are a good person, no matter what your dad says

[sapphire hearts]

He's wrong sweetie. What he did was not your fault, it doesn't mean anything about who you are. HE was wrong hun. xx