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Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 01-03-2015, 09:06 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 950
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Thank you for your replies. Really appreciate...

Thank you for your replies. Really appreciate it!

I'll be calling my mental health team tomorrow and seri what they suggest. But I just know the first thing will be going back on medication and...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 01-03-2015, 03:07 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 950
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Schizophrenia relapse - advice needed please

Have no idea where this should be posted, but am in need of some advice.

Been off meds for coming up a year after finding out I was pregnant and have been dealing ok. But last few nights I have been...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2015, 10:05 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I still think about you. I hope you're doing ok....

I still think about you. I hope you're doing ok. You deserve that. I'm doing ok now. I struggle still, but a lot has changed for the better. X
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-10-2012, 09:40 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Im trying so hard not to listen to them. I think...

Im trying so hard not to listen to them. I think it's all down hill from there. The booze makes it easier. Amongst other things. So I'll do that for as long as it takes.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-08-2012, 07:08 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I've always followed my gut. And right now it's...

I've always followed my gut. And right now it's telling me things are about to go tits up again. I've only just started rebuilding my life, I really don't want to end up so ill I end up in hospital...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-04-2012, 08:12 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I can't handle these voices. Sooner or later I'll...

I can't handle these voices. Sooner or later I'll do what they say and just top myself. I can't fuckin handle this. Enough is enough!
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 19-04-2012, 09:41 PM
Replies: 42
Views: 3,296
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
http://i1167.photobucket.com/albums/q629/tally_nat...

http://i1167.photobucket.com/albums/q629/tally_nats1/581026_10150742303169548_743474547_9308887_1626107949_n.jpg
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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-03-2012, 01:21 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Music is not helping. I just want to sleep. It's...

Music is not helping. I just want to sleep. It's too loud. Everyone keeps saying Im ill. Im not ill. I need to be stronger. Fuck I want to sleep! Ignoring them is not an option. I think Wednesday...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-03-2012, 09:04 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Always so agitated. Can't concentrate. My brain's...

Always so agitated. Can't concentrate. My brain's not mine anymore.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-02-2012, 08:56 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I don't know how this is supposed to make me...

I don't know how this is supposed to make me stronger. I did what they said and I am in so much pain. Why can't I help without hurting? Please stop shouting I did what you told me. STOP!
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-02-2012, 09:45 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
She poisoned me this morning, Im certain of it. I...

She poisoned me this morning, Im certain of it. I didn't see where the pills came from and I've been so ill since. She keeps trying to make me drink. Constantly briging me food that only God knows...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-12-2011, 12:11 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,560
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
God i miss you. Everyone, including you, thinks...

God i miss you.

Everyone, including you, thinks Im ok. That Im not still hurting. That whats happened isn't still killing me.

Sorry. Im not ok. I hope you are.

I love you. Always.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-06-2011, 01:17 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 444
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Thank you so much for your kind words. They mean...

Thank you so much for your kind words. They mean a lot to me. And honestly, you make a lot of sense. Thank you x
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-06-2011, 05:40 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 444
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Can't do this anymore

I can't do this anymore. I want the pain to stop. Want the hurt over.

Want to just go to the main road and walk out. Want to just push down and be able to forget everything. I just... I don't know...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 03-06-2011, 11:40 PM
Replies: 8,597
Views: 587,190
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm...

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the songs we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat,...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 02-06-2011, 10:58 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 525
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I really like this. I want to read more

I really like this. I want to read more
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-06-2011, 11:36 PM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 95,288
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I care. And I don't even know you.

I care. And I don't even know you.
Forum: Veterans Board 01-06-2011, 10:48 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 690
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Hey, Sorry you're having such a tough time....

Hey,

Sorry you're having such a tough time. You're not alone in this and there will always be people who care (me included) Not sure what would help you, or what else to say. But if you need to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-06-2011, 10:40 PM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 95,288
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I wish I could just stop fighting everything and...

I wish I could just stop fighting everything and fade away. Haven't felt like this in a long time.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-06-2011, 10:34 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 405
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Firstly, well done in staying SH free. No matter...

Firstly, well done in staying SH free. No matter how long it has been, any time without SH is a positive achievement =)

I can understand why you said you'd give the relationship another shot under...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-06-2011, 10:25 PM
Replies: 24
Views: 930
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Hi. Sorry you're having a tough time. It's...

Hi.

Sorry you're having a tough time. It's sounds like you're pretty confused.

Is there a reason that you think you're evil? Or that you think people will better off without you?

I'm sure...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-06-2011, 10:19 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 631
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Sorry things are so rough for you right now. I...

Sorry things are so rough for you right now.

I know it's probably the last thing on your list of priorties, especially since your partner is unwell, but maybe getting stuck into your work is what...
Forum: Veterans Board 27-05-2011, 12:58 AM
Replies: 19
Views: 818
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Hey Firstly, bloody well done for doing so...

Hey

Firstly, bloody well done for doing so well!

I'm sorry that you're really struggling at the moment. Is there anything you know of that distracts you from thinking about needing a drink?...
Forum: First Aid Advice 26-05-2011, 09:10 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 827
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
Yeah, I recorded a whole sheet of episodes over...

Yeah, I recorded a whole sheet of episodes over the week. Had 6 in the first day, so hopefully the results will let them know what's going on.

Next time it happens I'll try holding my breath, see...
Forum: First Aid Advice 25-05-2011, 11:58 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 827
Posted By Beautifully_Sinned
I was honest with them. They know I have an ED....

I was honest with them. They know I have an ED. At the time I was last admitted my ED was pretty much under control, but I still told them about it. x
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