Im trying so hard not to listen to them. I think it's all down hill from there. The booze makes it easier. Amongst other things. So I'll do that for as long as it takes.
♪♫ I'm Learning To Be Brave In My Beautiful Mistakes ♫♪
I'm so sorry (i know i said it already but its not enough and i dont want you to ban me from saying sorry)
I didn't mean to let it all come out and i did truly only text to check you were ok
I am going to try and be a better friend and not offload so much
Sorry x
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I HAVE NO UNDERSTANDING OF SAY HERE ETIQUETTE AND HOW TO THANK PEOPLE WITHOUT LOOKING LIKE A TROLL.
*tries anyway*
Thank you to the people who quoted me and were nice!
everyones disgusting.
yucky disgusting yucky yuck.
please dont let me ruin his life now..
make me yucky, make me anything.. just dont let me mess him up
Well I don't really know what to say.. Other than I've never felt more alone. I'd thought by now it'd have gone away and I'd have started feeling better. I guess I was wrong. I'm growing yet, I still feel trapped in the same thought process. Its so hard to change it when its the only way you've thought for years. What can you do? Sigh. Maybe one day.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I miss you so much, yet it feels like you don't even care. Yes, I'm aware you're married, and you go to college. I get that you're busy. But can't you spare one word for me? Even if you just say hi? Just to let me know you've not forgotten me? Mum says maybe your wife doesn't want you talking to other girls any more, and maybe that's true, but I don't believe you'd love someone that shallow. Unless you've become shallow?
I'm so glad your happy, so glad you found someone. I just miss you so much, and I wish you still cared.
It's ok to do whatever you can to keep from hurting yourself.
Just f---ing let me, it's not going to make a difference I'm f---ed either way, you are not helping, today of all days I just wanted your support, not for you to make me feel like this, completely and utterly alone. Just for today I need to blot it all out, you not letting me is the wrong decision.
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