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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-07-2012, 12:42 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 833
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i don't cover my scars any more and i have found...

i don't cover my scars any more and i have found that while you may get people who look or stare most people will not say anything.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-07-2012, 08:31 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 545
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
scars as a way to keep people away

i think i use my scars as a way to keep people at a distance. yes most of it is that i just dont want to hide, but i also take comfort in the fact that most people will not talk to me and some will...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-07-2012, 09:59 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 665
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
I find being in hospital gives me the chance to...

I find being in hospital gives me the chance to get away from life and to let go of the desperation I feel. I may still have the self harm/suicide thoughts but I am better able to cope with them and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 01:57 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 545
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i have a hard time with figuring out what is...

i have a hard time with figuring out what is reality and what was a dream also. when you feel confused, overwhelmed, or like it is all too much do you know some grounding techniques?

is there...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 12:36 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 642
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i don't have ny suggestions sorry. i am sorry you...

i don't have ny suggestions sorry. i am sorry you are feeling so down and hopeless. i just wanted to say i am thinking about you and my pm box is always open if you want to talk.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-02-2012, 12:08 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 483
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
the thing is i work for a small business. no...

the thing is i work for a small business. no union, no hr dept. my boss is the owner, my manager the person who reports to her. she has done sooo much for me. i do not blame her for getting tired of...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-02-2012, 01:30 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 969
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
I know it is hard to believe people when they say...

I know it is hard to believe people when they say they are not going to leave and that they love you especially when you open up to them, but you just have to trust them. you have to trust that they...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-02-2012, 01:12 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 622
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
feeling bad about scars

I look at my arms and know that i have screwed myself over. I will have to stay covered up forever now. i used to dress for the temp. but with my most recent scars i don't know if i will. prt of me...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2012, 04:16 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 483
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
trouble at work and in life.

I think I have finally pushed it too far at work. The other day the floor manager and my boss asked me if i cut my arms because it looked like i was struggling lifting something, and if so they...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-02-2012, 10:45 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,211
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i am sorry you are having such a rough time. ...

i am sorry you are having such a rough time. sometimes different inpatient admissions affect you differently. the first time i was ip i got nothing out of it and it just made me feel worse. the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-02-2012, 10:22 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i will try.

i will try.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-02-2012, 03:55 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
no. i can handle this at home right now. i know...

no. i can handle this at home right now. i know my limits and when i can no longer keep myself safe.

today is ok. i gave my mind a little vacation from thinking by playing games and cards with my...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-02-2012, 01:16 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 531
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i am in the same place right now. i don't know...

i am in the same place right now. i don't know how to get out of it either. you are not alone.

the only thing that is keeping me here is the people that care about me. you have to find that one...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-02-2012, 01:11 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 346
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i don't really have any advice for you i just...

i don't really have any advice for you i just wanted to let you know i am thinking about you and that you are not alone. *hugs*
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-02-2012, 01:09 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i tried to call my psychiatrist today to ask him...

i tried to call my psychiatrist today to ask him what else i can do and how the referral to mental health is going but he did not call me back. just go theme from getting stitches again. i am so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-02-2012, 07:51 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i don't think he does except hospital cause he...

i don't think he does except hospital cause he keeps mentioning it as an option. i don't see him for two weeks anyway though. the meds i am on are not working.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2012, 08:16 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i guess i should be posting in my journal all...

i guess i should be posting in my journal all this random babbling. sorry everyone for taking up space and bumping this to the top. i will stop now.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2012, 08:14 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i feel drugged but i am not. kinda fuzzy and...

i feel drugged but i am not. kinda fuzzy and numbish. have felt this way all night.

i think my counsellor wants to get rid ofme too. and she is lying to me to make me feel like i have legitimate...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2012, 08:09 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i was wrong i am crying again. i am so fucking...

i was wrong i am crying again. i am so fucking tired of crying.

i asked my pdoc to renew my plan g coverage (to gt my psych meds covered) and i have never had to sign anything before, but now he...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2012, 08:05 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 755
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i am sorry you did not get the outcome you wanted...

i am sorry you did not get the outcome you wanted but maybe in the end it will be the one that helps you the most. *hugs*
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2012, 08:01 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
right now i cannot. i just don't care. i get...

right now i cannot. i just don't care. i get through the day and pretend to be as ok as i can. that is all. i am able to do.
i am so emotionally numb right now, i feel dazed or removed from myself....
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-02-2012, 05:51 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 367
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i don't know what the cause is. i have these deep...

i don't know what the cause is. i have these deep drops in mood. last time i ended up in hospital for a short time.

i see a counsellor and a psychiatrist. pdoc is referring me to mental health...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2012, 05:36 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 897
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
I always take my own out. ended up being...

I always take my own out. ended up being triggered by it though and having to go to the er for more o the other arm.

i was very honest with her. don't feel any better at all. everything is...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-02-2012, 02:50 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 367
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i am pathetic MAY TRIGGER

on feb 5 i had to go get stitches.

not even two weeks later on the same day i saw my pdoc, the day before i see my counsellor, i end up needing a large amount of sub q stitches.

if i don't get...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-02-2012, 10:51 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 554
Posted By DarknessInsideMe
i am glad you got yourself the treatment you...

i am glad you got yourself the treatment you needed for the wound and that things are working out for you.
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