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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-10-2010, 12:05 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 413
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Struggling. (Typical)

Since my last post a month ago, things have gotten completely off track.

My family is falling apart.
And it kills me. They're so unhappy when they're together.
I don't know why.

As much as I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-09-2010, 06:06 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 535
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
I know I sound like a terrible person, but I'm...

I know I sound like a terrible person, but I'm mad at my mom.
She's upset that I'm not concerned.
The story goes, she purposely did it because she found out my dad was still having an affair....
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-09-2010, 05:20 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 535
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
When it rains, it pours right?

I've absolutely lost all control.
I'm trying to see the positive side of things. I really am. But I think the world in conspiring against me.
As I'm finally gathering the pieces back together, my...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-09-2010, 03:23 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 476
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Didn't think I'd be back here.

Well, as per usual, I messed up again. I've been struggling with an ED and now I've gone back down the path of SI.
I had been doing really well for a while. Most of the year even.
Things have been...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 05-09-2010, 04:54 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 952
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
I try to make an attempt to eat, at least in the...

I try to make an attempt to eat, at least in the morning.
I'm mostly sticking to cucumbers and grapes.
But even with those I have problems.
I don't really even know when things got this bad. But I...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 04-09-2010, 08:43 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 952
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
I already spoke with my doctor. She told me that...

I already spoke with my doctor.
She told me that I had to do the 3 meals a day, with snacks in between.
I just can't do it.
I told her that eating that much kind of freaked me out, and she...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 04-09-2010, 04:30 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 952
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Today, I feel like a complete and utter failure....

Today, I feel like a complete and utter failure.
I caved and ate a sandwich. Just one, and I'm freaking out.

It just seems so wrong. I want to be thin. Putting food in my system just goes against...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-09-2010, 03:17 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 423
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
*hugs* I know exactly what you're going...

*hugs*

I know exactly what you're going through. I'm dealing with the same thing right now. I haven't found much of a cure for not falling back into it, but I know that talking to someone else...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 02-09-2010, 04:04 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 952
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
I'm working on getting the guts to go talk to a...

I'm working on getting the guts to go talk to a professional. But I'm too embarrassed and ashamed to right now.

I'm just tired of the assumption that because I'm overweight, it means I'm lazy, and...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 02-09-2010, 03:23 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 952
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
It's a body image thing. I'm overweight (not...

It's a body image thing. I'm overweight (not terribly, but enough) I eat nothing but healthy food, I exercise every day. Nothing works.


I just want to be pretty.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 02-09-2010, 02:37 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 952
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Guilty after eating

I've never been diagnosed with any type of ED, but I've had struggles with food for a while.

Whenever I eat, I feel incredibly guilty after.
Example: I had to force myself to eat some grapes a...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 26-08-2010, 04:05 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 896
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Slap in the face

After a few weeks of crash dieting, I'm now supposed to eat 3 meals a day, and snacks. I got tired of arguing with everyone, so I just went along with it. Ate as little as I could get away with. I...
Forum: General Support and Advice 26-08-2010, 03:36 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 552
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Overwhelmed & losing it.

Got an e-mail from my college today. I owe $5000 by this coming Monday (first day of classes) or else my classes will be cancelled and I'll be removed from housing.

These past few months have been...
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-08-2010, 04:06 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 775
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
I'm working on finding a good outlet. I've just...

I'm working on finding a good outlet. I've just kind of let things pile up, which is why I think I'm having such a rough time right now.
Forum: General Support and Advice 21-08-2010, 05:11 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 775
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
She hasn't been getting along with my dad, me or...

She hasn't been getting along with my dad, me or my sister, so she left.
We still see her, but she doesn't live with us.
I think there's plans of her moving back next week? I don't know.

I don't...
Forum: General Support and Advice 21-08-2010, 12:20 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 775
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
We tried family counseling. It was awful. I've...

We tried family counseling. It was awful.

I've stopped going to talk to anyone, because it wasn't getting me anywhere. They all told me to 'talk it out' with mom. It was a waste of time and money.
Forum: General Support and Advice 21-08-2010, 12:14 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 775
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
I've tried talking to her. Many times. It's...

I've tried talking to her.
Many times.
It's completely useless and just makes things worse.

But I appreciate the advice. :)
Forum: General Support and Advice 20-08-2010, 11:35 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 775
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Yeah, she gets help for it. She's on medications,...

Yeah, she gets help for it. She's on medications, she sees doctors. All that jazz.

She's not a terrible person, unless she's around me, my sister, or dad. So go figure. She's just a miserable...
Forum: General Support and Advice 20-08-2010, 11:14 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 775
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
I know that she's depressed (which, haha, she...

I know that she's depressed (which, haha, she blames on me) but honestly, everything else she claims that is wrong with her isn't.

And, hey. I'm depressed too. But I don't feel the need to...
Forum: General Support and Advice 20-08-2010, 10:09 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 775
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Anyone else not have support from parents?

It's been a rough week, and I guess I've just been feeling pretty alone.

I've been struggling for this summer with some old eating disorder habits and it got me wondering.

My mom, putting it...
Forum: Introductions 18-08-2010, 04:21 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 462
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Not new, but been MIA for a while.

Well, back on RYL.
I joined a few years back, because I was self harming, and having a really difficult time. I'm glad to say I've stopped. It took a long time, but I've been doing really well with...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 17-08-2010, 05:36 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 978
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Thank you guys so much. This actually made me...

Thank you guys so much.
This actually made me feel a lot better.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 16-08-2010, 03:48 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 978
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Yeah. My mom's a piece of work, that's for sure....

Yeah. My mom's a piece of work, that's for sure.

As for the blood test, I was confused too. I got tested to see if something was up with my thyroid. They called me with the results, saying that the...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 16-08-2010, 07:11 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 978
Posted By SoopahLikeSchneidah
Embarrassed...but asking for support.

Long story short, I've been off RYL for a little over a year now. For years I've been struggling with cutting, which I'm proud to say I've been able to kick. I found other outlets to deal with my...
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