haven't been on in awhile.

[Fading-Away]

I wish I could put it into words what I'm feeling, it would make it so much easier to figure out. But I know there are people on here who understand what I'm going through. I'm falling, slowly into my depression. People around me don't understand what I mean when I say that I can feel myself getting more and more depressed. And even though I don't feel very bad right now give me a few weeks and then all hell will break lose. I hate that I know that and I feel like there is nothing I can do. Does anyone have any tricks to not falling deep into depression? I just don't know if I can survive another period of deep depression. Especially with my mom getting worse and worse and life getting more and more hard around the house, for everyone not just myself. We're all suffering a lot which makes me question even more what the point of this all is. I'm tired of fighting...so very tired

[SoopahLikeSchneidah]

*hugs*

I know exactly what you're going through. I'm dealing with the same thing right now. I haven't found much of a cure for not falling back into it, but I know that talking to someone else going through the same thing helps me feel better.

PM me anytime.
Stay strong. <3

[Stellata]

Sometimes depression just... is. And needs to be worked through, gently.
It's possible that your mum's treatment of you is part of the reason for your becoming more down at this time. This really needs to be addressed.

Do you have a counsellor or someone at school maybe who you can talk to?