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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-05-2012, 08:53 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 571
Posted By Dying_Wishes
I'm still here.. But the (emotional) pain is...

I'm still here.. But the (emotional) pain is getting too hard to cope with. I opted for more SH last night instead. This morning I wrote a suicide letter. I've never reached this level of emotion in...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 26-05-2012, 08:05 PM
Replies: 17,831
Views: 699,134
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Happy for you and your state of mind right now

Happy for you and your state of mind right now
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-05-2012, 07:44 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 571
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Can we PM? I dont feel like being judged by...

Can we PM? I dont feel like being judged by people right now
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-05-2012, 07:39 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 571
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Unsafe

Im currently staring at some pills, a razor blade and a bottle of vodka, and Im terrified. I just want to end this pain and thoughts.. Im scared.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-05-2012, 03:02 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 511
Posted By Dying_Wishes
His children, but it doesnt make any sense...

His children, but it doesnt make any sense because he introduced me to them months ago, they were fine with me. Now suddenly he cant have a relationship and look after his kids.

I have no job, no...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-05-2012, 02:50 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 511
Posted By Dying_Wishes
I know it sounds stupid, but my boyfriend. Im...

I know it sounds stupid, but my boyfriend. Im meant to spend the rest of my life with him, we're meant to be together. 4am I drop him off at work... 8am, he wants to break up. I dont understand why...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-05-2012, 02:41 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 511
Posted By Dying_Wishes
I have nothing left. The one thing keeping me...

I have nothing left. The one thing keeping me going is gone. Im trying to get it back but I cant. I cant. I cant cope
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-05-2012, 02:09 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 511
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Time to go

Yes I've read the suicide information package, however.. its almost time I reckon. Never felt this strongly about it before.
Forum: Veterans Board 28-03-2012, 10:42 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 880
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Oh I've tried and tried and tried. London,...

Oh I've tried and tried and tried. London, Brighton, Uckfield, my home areas, Cheltenham, Wales..! I've not just been walking around town looking for jobs...! Seeing my job advisor tomorrow to tell...
Forum: Veterans Board 27-03-2012, 11:33 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 880
Posted By Dying_Wishes
So. Alone.

I just need someone to talk to. Anyone? I feel so lonely and like I have no one. I can't talk to my friends or boyfriend about things anymore, I have tried but I feel like Im pushing them away.

I...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 27-03-2012, 11:12 PM
Replies: 3,334
Views: 365,680
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Null.

Null.
Forum: General Support and Advice 27-03-2012, 11:05 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 562
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Getting started is always the hardest.. but Im...

Getting started is always the hardest.. but Im glad to hear you're doing a bit better after planning your days! Keep at it and stay strong. Your boyfriend can help you through this all too. Also,...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 27-03-2012, 10:54 PM
Replies: 4,382
Views: 460,143
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Stripes on my bed sheets/pillows. Gold?

Stripes on my bed sheets/pillows.

Gold?
Forum: Fun and Distractions 27-03-2012, 10:52 PM
Replies: 17,831
Views: 699,134
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Being calm must be a nice sense of relief =)

Being calm must be a nice sense of relief =)
Forum: Fun and Distractions 27-03-2012, 10:48 PM
Replies: 4,382
Views: 460,143
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Contact lenses. Maroon?

Contact lenses.

Maroon?
Forum: Fun and Distractions 27-03-2012, 10:33 PM
Replies: 4,382
Views: 460,143
Posted By Dying_Wishes
My Gears 3 tshirt. Fuchsia?

My Gears 3 tshirt.

Fuchsia?
Forum: Fun and Distractions 27-03-2012, 10:30 PM
Replies: 2,578
Views: 180,841
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Yes! Especially when stumbled across something...

Yes! Especially when stumbled across something completely random.

Whats the best feeling in the world?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-03-2012, 10:14 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,485,676
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Why ask me to open up to when you get shot me...

Why ask me to open up to when you get shot me down and let me down?! I dont have a fucking disease, Im not going to burst into flames if you talk to me normally! Thats all I want, to be with you and...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-03-2012, 11:49 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 404
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Right now? I still have no job, after constant...

Right now? I still have no job, after constant trying, after putting everything I have into getting an internship and failed at that that too after trying for every field and nothing! Im seriously...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-03-2012, 11:25 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 705
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Okay, that's giving me a bit of comfort, thanks...

Okay, that's giving me a bit of comfort, thanks =) Im still scared of falling asleep sometimes, just in case it happens again. I suppose if I had to guess, they've been happening once or twice a...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-03-2012, 11:00 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 705
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Dreams.. Possessed? What's going on?

I don't know what going on anymore. A few months ago I was dozing on my bed with a hangover when I woke up but couldn't move. I was completed paralyzed but I could hear and see my surroundings. It...
Forum: General Support and Advice 25-03-2012, 06:31 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 445
Posted By Dying_Wishes
I know what would have made me happy, thats why I...

I know what would have made me happy, thats why I put everything into getting it, and I didn't. Im in "whats the point" mode..! Ummm not really, I've been drinking today so that might make me open up...
Forum: General Support and Advice 25-03-2012, 06:12 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 445
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Its funny you say about goals. I have already...

Its funny you say about goals. I have already told myself I am going to walk into town tomorrow. Im going to call my advisor at the job centre tomorrow to talk to him about how I dont know what I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-03-2012, 05:49 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 404
Posted By Dying_Wishes
Need to hurt myself

For the first time I am sticking to a promise I made my partner not to hurt myself again, but recently things have gone from bad to worse - not with him, just with everything else in my life. And...
Forum: General Support and Advice 25-03-2012, 05:29 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 562
Posted By Dying_Wishes
You're definitely not alone. There are tonnes of...

You're definitely not alone. There are tonnes of things I WANT to be doing, but dont.. I sit on my bedroom floor for hours, literally doing nothing.. O_O Try making a written plan of your day or...
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