There are tonnes of things I WANT to be doing, but dont..
Exactly this.
I am doing a bit better with trying to plan my day/week and knowing exactly what I've got to get done each day, though I still struggle to get started. I'm setting alarms for everything, and trying to make sure I actually move when the alarm goes.
I walk the dogs first thing every morning so I am always out of bed early and doing something, but then I get to Uni and start procrastinating, and my day goes downhill from then on. I'm always exhausted when I get home, despite not doing much all day!
Over the weekend my boyfriend and I spring cleaned our house. It was his decision, and he pushed me along, and we had music on loud whilst we worked and I did actually feel good for doing it. Even pulled up a big plant from the garden and it looks loads better now.
And when I HAVE to, then I manage ok, I find the energy from somewhere, like our fridge broke, and I went to the shops and got ice, and saved all the food that was salvagable by storing it in an ice bucket etc. Instead of breaking down and crying which is what I wanted to do.
But general day to day stuff I fail at. Ironing etc gets left for weeks. Uni I barely work, and when I do it goes wrong. Today 2 days of lab work went in the bin. Probably because I've gone wrong somewhere through not concentrating enough. More worringly, I forgot to take my pill for two days over weekend, it's by the kettle to help me remember, but I still forget, even when I set reminders :/
