Hey Dying_Wishes. I'm sorry to hear how much you're struggling at this moment. Can you tell us a bit about why you feel this strongly about suicide?
Please, hold on. I'm glad you read the suicide information package, even though you're still feeling so strongly about this, I'm glad you took the time to read that thread. I guess maybe part of you wants some help to get through this? Please hold onto that part, hold onto those reasons. Talk with us. We are here for you.
I know it sounds stupid, but my boyfriend. Im meant to spend the rest of my life with him, we're meant to be together. 4am I drop him off at work... 8am, he wants to break up. I dont understand why everything needs to change. He is everything to me, I had a future with him. He saved me
*~I need to believe, But I still want more, With the cuts and the bruises~* - Too weird to live but much too rare to die -
I don't think it sounds stupid. Obviously I don't think suicide is the answer, but I know that ending of relationships are extremely painful. Did he explain why he wants to break up?
As difficult as these things are, and I know it's overwhelming, they are not worth losing your life and the rest of your future over, every chance you have of anything being better again.
I strongly suggest in this time you make a list of things you can do to keep yourself safe, like distractions, soothing things, venting things etc. But if these feelings do become too much for you, to see a doctor or go to a hospital. Because the feelings won't be this intense forever.
His children, but it doesnt make any sense because he introduced me to them months ago, they were fine with me. Now suddenly he cant have a relationship and look after his kids.
I have no job, no friends, none that are around, no partner, nothing. I am unemployable, undateable, useless. Pointless. I do nothing but try and keep people around me happy, for what? Nothing
*~I need to believe, But I still want more, With the cuts and the bruises~* - Too weird to live but much too rare to die -
so the way to get out of this dark situation is to make friends, get a job, and start doing things. not to kill yourself. remember, don't let this one thing grow bigger than it is. being broken up with doesn't mean that you are undateable. to say that is greatly expanding what occured. not being able to hold a full time job at a given point of time doesn't mean that you won't ever be able to hold a job, or that you wouldn't be ok with a part time one. lack of friends doesn't mean that you lack the ability to make any and all friendships...
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
