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Forum: General Chat 05-07-2014, 09:19 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 998
Posted By Nineflyz
Perfect Thanks so much peeps, I knew you all...

Perfect

Thanks so much peeps, I knew you all would be able to help me.
Forum: General Chat 05-07-2014, 09:01 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 998
Posted By Nineflyz
Icon Question Why not to start self-harming.

Hi everyone

There is a very good letter that is out there in the ether world somewhere about why one shouldn't start self-harming. Does anybody have a copy of that letter in electronic form or can...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-03-2010, 09:42 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 826
Posted By Nineflyz
I totally get what you are saying, I was...

I totally get what you are saying, I was questioning the same thing yesterday. It really sucks, all I want is to be normal. To deal with life on life's terms in ways that so many others do. I think...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-01-2010, 12:29 PM
Replies: 6,143
Views: 429,181
Posted By Nineflyz
A few months ago I landed up back in clinic,...

A few months ago I landed up back in clinic, overdosed on sleeping and anti anxiety pills. I have always been heavily involved in my church but while I was in clinic I obviously didn't go and wasn't...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-01-2010, 12:17 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 396
Posted By Nineflyz
Pen Invisible

One time, I lost my mind.
Sometimes, I cross the line.
I lose sight of what is right.
Bit still I fight with all my might.
Lost hope, a downhill slope.
Can't cope, at the end of my rope.
A grain of...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-10-2009, 11:00 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 567
Posted By Nineflyz
Thanks for all the messages guys, it's nice to...

Thanks for all the messages guys, it's nice to know that others feel and struggle with the same things. I guess I OD'd because I just didn't want to feel alone and empty anymore and was tired of...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 10-10-2009, 07:54 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 567
Posted By Nineflyz
Icon Question I just want to be normal

So here I am sitting in a clinic once again. I can't believe I let things get so bad that I overdosed. I feel so stupid, thank goodness for friends. I have been here for just under 2 weeks now and it...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-03-2009, 09:43 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 619
Posted By Nineflyz
i totally agree with x nomirrors x, throwing...

i totally agree with x nomirrors x, throwing something away is the same as giving up. slipping up means that you are still striving to be clean but made a mistake. the best thing about recovery is...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-03-2009, 05:16 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 495
Posted By Nineflyz
i use it as the day that i quit and to prove to...

i use it as the day that i quit and to prove to myself that i can go one day without it.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-03-2009, 05:15 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 1,346
Posted By Nineflyz
so i am dying to know did you go swimming and how...

so i am dying to know did you go swimming and how did it go?
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-02-2009, 07:55 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 802
Posted By Nineflyz
hey good luck and remember that what ever she...

hey good luck and remember that what ever she suggests is probaly for the best for you. as in whether she lets you see the notes or not.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 31-01-2009, 07:42 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 697
Posted By Nineflyz
i donate regularly and they have never said...

i donate regularly and they have never said anything to me, my arm is covered in scars. i've never actually told them though it prob differs from country to country.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-01-2009, 08:43 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 2,384
Posted By Nineflyz
that is just so true i totally agree. who cares...

that is just so true i totally agree. who cares if it's attention seeking which i don't believe it is (i also cut quited shallow as i just need to see the blood) there is obviously something wrong...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-01-2009, 08:40 PM
Replies: 6,143
Views: 429,181
Posted By Nineflyz
hey guys i used to be a youth leader at my church...

hey guys i used to be a youth leader at my church but they asked me to step down now cause of my depression (they don't really know about my self harming) i was really hurt cause this has happened...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-01-2009, 08:10 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 2,208
Posted By Nineflyz
i feel like this, like i really want one person...

i feel like this, like i really want one person to care enough not to accept my answers of i'm fine but also not to judge me. sometimes i do things hoping someone will find out. but i still hide it...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-01-2009, 06:37 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 458
Posted By Nineflyz
hey i am okay just contemplating the ways of...

hey i am okay just contemplating the ways of life, death really does seem easier at time. i am getting help though attend group once a week and see a psych every 2nd week but she been on holiday.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-01-2009, 08:16 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 458
Posted By Nineflyz
Penguin the anser

Slipped knot hanging from the roof.
Can death b so near?
A picture of reality.
Empty and hollow with nowhere 2 go.
Is this my story, the beginning of the end.
Regrets compound leaving me with...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-01-2009, 07:40 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 1,679
Posted By Nineflyz
hey i totally relate to what you are all saying i...

hey i totally relate to what you are all saying i often look at my scars and wish they were more noticable or bigger having scars helps me not cut but when they all begin to fade i have this...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 01-01-2009, 01:09 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 651
Posted By Nineflyz
i can totally relate to how you are feeling. i am...

i can totally relate to how you are feeling. i am trying so hard to stop and i try to fight the urges until i feel like you do right now. it's really hard. big hug for trying just keep telling...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-12-2008, 06:53 PM
Replies: 6,750
Views: 159,878
Posted By Nineflyz
*slowly walks in dejected* feeling very alone and...

*slowly walks in dejected* feeling very alone and empty but trying hard not to cut
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 26-12-2008, 10:20 AM
Replies: 673
Views: 35,234
Posted By Nineflyz
wow totally amazing absolutely loving each but...

wow totally amazing
absolutely loving each but sitting in suspense for next bit
you def should publish it
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-12-2008, 12:35 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 596
Posted By Nineflyz
the problem with that theory then is that...

the problem with that theory then is that everyone needs to suffer and feel pain because we have all sinned know what i mean. but while everyone casues pain for others and sometimes hurts people...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-12-2008, 01:33 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 1,300
Posted By Nineflyz
i would suggest probally using something else...

i would suggest probally using something else that won't get you in trouble with the law if you have to have something with you, i know it's a huge comfort for me but i carry something really small...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-12-2008, 10:26 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 596
Posted By Nineflyz
thanks so much guys, i have had such a rough day...

thanks so much guys, i have had such a rough day it really sucks had a session with my counselor but couldn't really speak much but i did tell her that i relapsed and how i was feeling. she said it's...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-12-2008, 09:02 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 596
Posted By Nineflyz
thanks but i'm sure my parent sometimes wished i...

thanks but i'm sure my parent sometimes wished i was dead then they wouldn't have to hassle with me all the time and i don't really have any friends so there would be no1 to tell. i don't know just...
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