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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-07-2013, 09:00 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 664
Posted By alina
Thanks for your replies! They definitely make me...

Thanks for your replies! They definitely make me feel less alone. I'll be performing on this trip, so long sleeves won't be an option the whole time. I am packing the ipod and kindle so hopefully i...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-07-2013, 03:34 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 664
Posted By alina
Can't do it anymore.

Hey. It's been quite a while since i've posted on here. I actually haven't needed to si as much in the past year. But now, i am unraveling. About 3 months ago i was the happiest i've been in my life....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-10-2011, 03:25 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 384
Posted By alina
Icon Idea Slipping Away

:Undecided:
I don't know what to do/think/feel anymore. I knew a girl who died two years ago. She was eight years old. Last night, i went to her grave and said: 'if i could give you all the years...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 28-07-2010, 09:21 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 811
Posted By alina
Important how to deal...

i'm relapsing!! i finally had a few good months free of my fing eating disorder, and now i'm relapsing! It severly depressing me, which only makes feeds the beast....and has led me to cut more,...
Forum: General Support and Advice 20-12-2009, 11:17 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 733
Posted By alina
sick of me

So, yesterday my best friend in the world, and my only support in the world, told me he is 'sick of me'. I don't know what to do. He said "shut up! i'm sick of this and i'm sick of you."
...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-11-2009, 03:28 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 562
Posted By alina
it's not the audience i'm worried about...it's my...

it's not the audience i'm worried about...it's my friends and coworkers...ack! i'm so nervous!
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-11-2009, 04:28 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 562
Posted By alina
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so i had a REALLY rough night a few nights ago and i was pretty drunk and i cried in front of a bunch of people....blah blah blah... Well, i ended up cutting worse than ever before. And well,...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-10-2009, 04:40 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 477
Posted By alina
rescue me

It's time i admit that i have not been ok since she died.

One of my ballet students died a month ago from a long battle with cancer. She was 8 years old. I will never forgive myself for not doing...
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-10-2009, 03:22 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 877
Posted By alina
i've thought of doing that....but i'm terrified...

i've thought of doing that....but i'm terrified that he'll just freak out if i tell him and try to stay away from me....when i REALLY think about it i don't think he will....but the doubt is...
Forum: General Support and Advice 01-10-2009, 02:43 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 877
Posted By alina
i'm really trying to move on....he makes it hard...

i'm really trying to move on....he makes it hard because of all the attention he gives me...and the electricity between us...ack.....i think i just need someone else in my life...which i don't know...
Forum: General Support and Advice 30-09-2009, 02:30 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 877
Posted By alina
thanks for the advice, really.........i'm trying...

thanks for the advice, really.........i'm trying so hard to get through this! he makes it harder everyday!
Forum: General Support and Advice 29-09-2009, 04:43 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 877
Posted By alina
it's also not possible...we have a VERY close...

it's also not possible...we have a VERY close working relationship

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Forum: General Support and Advice 29-09-2009, 03:29 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 877
Posted By alina
in love w/a married man

help! i am sooo in love with him....imagining life without him....i can't even do it! he leads me on...but we've never officially commited the big A. Has anyone ever been in this situation before?...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-07-2009, 04:32 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 474
Posted By alina
Important SI dreams

OK, last night, i had a dream about SI. I dreamt that my entire lower arm was COVERED in cuts. It was so real! I woke up and thought i'd actually done it! And now all i want to do is make it come...
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-07-2009, 08:58 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,145
Posted By alina
thanks, i will try all of that!

thanks, i will try all of that!
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-07-2009, 07:00 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,145
Posted By alina
thanks for posting anyway! i have an urge to go...

thanks for posting anyway! i have an urge to go out and run, but i know i'll regret it! and still won't be able to sleep...
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-07-2009, 05:33 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,145
Posted By alina
Sleep...oh how you allude me.

Here i am...awake again. For the past few weeks...i have had the harderst time getting to sleep! And when i finally do get to sleep...i can't wake up! It isn't fair, and it's making work even...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-06-2009, 02:11 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 413
Posted By alina
that sounds about right, even though it made me...

that sounds about right, even though it made me laugh
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-06-2009, 11:16 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 413
Posted By alina
Can't Decide

I've been wanting to post for a few days now. But i haven't been able to figure out what i want to write about. I've been feeling very low lately. Very low. I'm extra depressed and not really...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-04-2009, 03:37 AM
Replies: 29
Views: 1,140
Posted By alina
i want HIM to say.."i know that i saved...

i want HIM to say.."i know that i saved you...that was what i was going for. I know i'm your hero...i'll always be your hero."
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-04-2009, 03:22 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,376,406
Posted By alina
you saved my life that day.

you saved my life that day.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-04-2009, 03:24 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 642
Posted By alina
yeah, it was the strangest feeling! I was just...

yeah, it was the strangest feeling! I was just driving down the road and i passed a 7-11 that i went to with that guy that same night....and whoosh! It does make me wonder what else i've...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 15-04-2009, 08:11 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 642
Posted By alina
Godsmydaddy, i like the idea of having a twin! ...

Godsmydaddy, i like the idea of having a twin! I'm doing alright right now....and yeah, katiee...it is less confusing, and i'm a little relieved actually....
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-04-2009, 11:34 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 642
Posted By alina
That is EXACTLY how i used to feel. I even wrote...

That is EXACTLY how i used to feel. I even wrote something very similar in my journal...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-04-2009, 04:47 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 642
Posted By alina
yeah it's weird...i mean, i'm not blaming the...

yeah it's weird...i mean, i'm not blaming the movie or anything...it's just quite a coincidence....
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