I'm really afraid of you. I'm afraid of your touch, I'm afraid that you love me as much as you say, I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you. You're so fragile. I'm afraid by fragile things, Babies, Champagne glasses, mentally unstable boyfriends....
I know you've done nothing wrong... But in my eyes, I've done nothing right.
Annie Kay
I'd like to offer moral support, but I have questionable morals.
Johnny(the hommicidal maniac ^^^)
You think that if you stopped doing something that defined you as a person, that maybe, you cease to be that person?
I like you, but i don't feel like i should. and it scares me and it is hard to admit to myself that i like you, let alone anyone else. so, i'll keep it a secret. and you will never know.
[color=Green]from her cowboy boots to her down home roots <3
i can't stop taking cough medicine. this once gave me a heart attack & ambulance/hospitalization, but i haven't been able to stop because i'm addicted/dependent.
Last edited by Dreaming. : 18-04-2009 at 01:35 PM.
Reason: Removed number of pills taken. Take care. x
Im annoyed that there are two of them and not even one of them is me when it is so obvious i love you so so much. im glad we are such close friends though!
you have no idea what ive been through
i feel so guilty for not letting you in
your my parents and i know you want whats best for me
i know you love me
i dont want you to think this is your fault
you are the perfect parents
this is my fault
my problem
i want it to end
but i need your help.
"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
i cry everytime i think of us together..
because i know it will never happen..
and right now you- are the only one that will be able to stop me because i dont even really know what is wrong..i want to call you but it scares me that you will answer the phone and offer me so much support and then i might let you down... you think i stopped... im so sorry... i think i love you...
i'm so sorry. i don't know why i told you, it was such a stupid thing to do. you didn't need my problems. tbh, it'd be so much easier if you just forgot about me. well actually, it'd be better if i wasn't such an idiot.
i think im starting to like him again
i know his flaws but im so lonely i might try to put that aside
hes still kind and caring and i can still trust him
but i dont know if its the right thing to do
The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears
[Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
I don't think I could physically put how I feel about you in words. You mean so much to me, it's unreal. If anything ever happened to you, I would actually die a bit inside. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, IT'S UNBELIEVABLE.
D-I wish you could get out my head, but its at times like this i keep thinknig about you. And when i realise that all this stuff started way before i realised and hasnt really stopped. But tbh, if you dont have the time for me i dont want to know. Im not gunna kiss your arse for you to ignore me. I love you x
T-I wish you realised how much i loved you, you are actully my best friend and I hope you know how mucvh i care about you. Thankyou so much for all the stuff you've done for me recently cause it means alot. I promise you never again x
K- If you knew all that you'd done for me you'd be scared of coming near me. You stopped me cutting, you saved me and although i havent stopped everything entirely you made me able to show myself to people. I love you x
