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Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-09-2007, 05:09 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,572
Posted By ahktu
Demon possessed?

Okay, so I have these....phases. I suddenly lose control of my body. I'm still aware of where and who I am, what I'm doing, etc., but it's like being in the back seat of a car, watching someone else...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 09:31 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 2,878
Posted By ahktu
bad idea

ummmm....if you do that, its gonna suck. Med withdrawals are NOT fun. At their worst, you'll be puking, shaking, sweating and possibly hallucinating. And if you go off it cold turkey and don't start...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 09:27 PM
Replies: 34
Views: 3,830
Posted By ahktu
withdrawal

I've been through med withdrawal, too, from the puking to the shakes. A lot of the time I had no idea what was going on around me. I know it SUCKS. A LOT. But mine usually passed in a couple of days....
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 09:22 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 2,207
Posted By ahktu
autism research

Here's the crapload of research I've done on autism. Sorry its a lot.

AUTISM

General Description: Autism is a complex developmental disability that typically appears during the first three years...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 09:12 PM
Replies: 48
Views: 6,805
Posted By ahktu
psych ward

I've been inpatient 13 times. Usually I was there for about a week. Once it was two weeks, because I was in raving psycho mode. I've been diagnosed with a lot of things, and the doctors generally...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 11:06 AM
Replies: 31
Views: 2,655
Posted By ahktu
hmm

It seems like my wrists are the place I want to cut the most. That, and on my inner arms. It just feels better there. Unfortunately, everyone can see it then, so I have to move elsewhere.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 11:02 AM
Replies: 61
Views: 3,260
Posted By ahktu
urgh!

Oh. My. God. I HATE it when people come off with all this "you're just doing it for attention" crap. That's what they always said about everything weird I ever did. No one ever bothered to think I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 10:55 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 1,298
Posted By ahktu
no idea

I have tons of triggers. I'm a very stimuli-seeking person, so it can be anything from a sound to a smell to just seeing something sharp. Some of it is apparently completely unconscious. It seems...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 08-08-2007, 10:50 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 777
Posted By ahktu
purging

All I can think of to say is that purging can mess you up really bad and really quick. Your nails will look gross, your throat will virtually start rotting, and it will cause you a lot of pain. All...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 10:43 AM
Replies: 607
Views: 28,116
Posted By ahktu
I think I was about 12. I was retarded enough to...

I think I was about 12. I was retarded enough to carve a huge star right where everyone could see it, and still thought that somehow no one would. Duh. My parents were furious.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 10:41 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 580
Posted By ahktu
WTF is wrong with me?

All I want is to know what is wrong with me. I've been diagnosed schizophrenic, bipolar, obsessive compulsive, depressed, tourettes syndrome, ADHD and even mildly autistic. I have all the huge mood...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-08-2007, 10:26 AM
Replies: 36
Views: 2,297
Posted By ahktu
yeh

I carved the kanji for my boyfriend's middle name into my ankle and its already almost gone. I feel stupid for doing it to begin with. :whistling: I'd never get huge chunks of skin cut out, though....
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