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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-08-2016, 10:35 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,103
Posted By ccjg
nobody wants me

i'm really struggling to cope and i think i'd be better off dead so i couldn't annoy anyone
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-10-2015, 03:12 AM
Replies: 0
Views: 629
Posted By ccjg
it's kind of a long story...

I can't escape the feeling that my life has spiralled totally out of control, if I could turn the clock back I would love to but I can't pin-point where I went wrong or seem to make it better.

I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-07-2014, 12:17 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 698
Posted By ccjg
I want to be dead so badly today i really do

I want to be dead so badly today i really do
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-07-2014, 02:24 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 698
Posted By ccjg
I wish I was dead so that I wouldn't make anyone...

I wish I was dead so that I wouldn't make anyone cross any more. I want to be dead now. todya
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-07-2014, 01:07 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 698
Posted By ccjg
i#m frightened that it's wrong to talk about...

i#m frightened that it's wrong to talk about things and i'll get in trouble if i tell you how i feel
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-07-2014, 12:10 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 698
Posted By ccjg
just nothing

I feel like I have so little to give, that I am so pointless and everyone will be so full of hate
Forum: General Support and Advice 14-07-2014, 07:17 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 607
Posted By ccjg
Thank you for your reply lovely. I have spoken...

Thank you for your reply lovely.

I have spoken to him about it but only in dribs and drabs - he's really keen that I stick with him but understands that obviously money is a worry at the moment and...
Forum: General Support and Advice 14-07-2014, 07:01 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 607
Posted By ccjg
I just don't know what to do

I'm a PhD student and I really really like my supervisor - but he's just taken a job at UCL in London and has offered us (his students) three options: stay at D. University with a different...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2014, 12:17 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 438
Posted By ccjg
I don't deserve help but I don't know what to do

I feel like i'm going to hurt myself tnight
I want it to go away so badly, I can't bear living like this anymore
I'm so frightened and I've been on my knees praying that it will go away but it's just...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-02-2014, 01:04 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 610
Posted By ccjg
I don't think I can bear it anymore I just...

I don't think I can bear it anymore

I just want to cut or take some pills or something
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-02-2014, 12:37 AM
Replies: 87
Views: 3,732
Posted By ccjg
Hi lovely, I know others have said this a lot...

Hi lovely, I know others have said this a lot more eloquently than I have, but I just wanted to reiterate that you're really NOT a bad, or selfish, or incompassionate person - the very fact that you...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-01-2014, 11:17 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 610
Posted By ccjg
Thank you for your reply Katie, I have a care...

Thank you for your reply Katie,

I have a care coordinator and we're doing preparation for DBT together, which I'll start in Febrary, I know it will really help but I feel, quite often when I'm at...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-01-2014, 04:06 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 610
Posted By ccjg
So many things to get off my chest - here goes.

I know that this is a bit long and probably a bit dull as well, but being in such a horrible frame of mind at the moment I just feel like I need to properly put things out there.

I honestly don't...
Forum: General Support and Advice 23-01-2014, 09:39 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 554
Posted By ccjg
I just want to do things my way

My mum is very controlling, of most things I do to be honest. I have tried, quite a few times, to assert my own independence but to be honest I'm not very confident and she frightens me so I tend to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-11-2013, 11:35 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 589
Posted By ccjg
I jus don't feel like anyone want to be my friend...

I jus don't feel like anyone want to be my friend any more
because I hurt people lots by taking adavnatage of them and being ill all th time and boring an horrible

I wish I was a nice person
I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-11-2013, 11:46 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 589
Posted By ccjg
it's just that nobody want me and no one on here...

it's just
that nobody want me and no one on here will wn t me either when they fid out how awful I am and how little I have to give anyone
I keep thinkigg I want to give people thigs, I want to look...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-11-2013, 10:16 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 589
Posted By ccjg
i haveno thingleft

I 've harmed myself a lot
and I want to jjmp out of the winsdow
Forum: First Aid Advice 20-11-2013, 08:33 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 716
Posted By ccjg
Meds - not sure

I'm thinking of trying meds, I know a lot of people who have been exposed to my depression recently (it's been really severe) would want me to be having a daily dose of chemicals but the thing is I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-11-2013, 11:00 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 810
Posted By ccjg
I am SO stupid and awful and I keep thinking how much I want to end it all

I am so stupid. I've neve been so stupid. I'm SO stupid. I failed my MA I FAILED I'm a real, proper failure I deserve to be shot . words cannot express how much I hate myself.
i'm thinking about...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-11-2013, 12:14 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 536
Posted By ccjg
I just don't feel happy anywhere right now. I...

I just don't feel happy anywhere right now. I shake all the time because I'm frightened of everything. When I wake up in the morning I shake a lot because I don't like the thought of starting another...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-11-2013, 06:25 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 536
Posted By ccjg
*updated*

I'm so sorry I justfeel completely helpless and I just want to die.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-11-2013, 02:03 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 736
Posted By ccjg
You poor thing, I'm so sorry things are so...

You poor thing, I'm so sorry things are so horrible right now. Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you lovely, things sound very complicated but please hang in there, I promise that things...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-11-2013, 12:31 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 536
Posted By ccjg
I'm just having a horrible time right now

Right now, I'm struggling with everything. The idea of actually leaving my room terrifies me. I wish I could stay here forever. But then if I did stay here forever I'd get tempted by all my weapons....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-09-2013, 10:21 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 745
Posted By ccjg
I'm so sorry, could I possibly have a friend - tonight is very hard.

I'm so sorry so sorry I know I shouldn't be doing this but

I'll try to be as comprehensive as possible, crying so much my heart feels like it's exploded
I've started a PhD today - and I feel...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-08-2013, 10:38 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 535
Posted By ccjg
I'm so sorry everyone i just feel like no one...

I'm so sorry everyone i just feel like no one will ever want me . i hate myself tonight. i hate myself a lot. i wish i was nicer. i wish someone loved me.
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