I am SO stupid and awful and I keep thinking how much I want to end it all

[ccjg]

I am so stupid. I've neve been so stupid. I'm SO stupid. I failed my MA I FAILED I'm a real, proper failure I deserve to be shot . words cannot express how much I hate myself.
i'm thinking about death all the time at the moment. every time I open my mouth I think

you're SO STUPID CARRIE people don't LIKE you people are constantly wishing you weren't there. People want to say that they hate you but they don't because they're too polite. People must want to kill me when I'm around. Because i'm so stupid and so pointless. no wonder I don't hav any friends.

I'd love to be able to kill myself ; I just
haven't . I bet so many people

[nats life]

you are not stupid hun you are in a bad place at the moment but you don't deserve be dead at all you hae to think of you parents and other family members hun just because you failed at one thing don't mean you are going to fail at others hun xx

[Patent Pending]

Hi there.

Sorry you're feeling so distressed right now.

I don't believe you are any of those things and I'll bet no one in your life think those things either. Often with depression we project our thoughts about ourselves onto other people and tell ourselves that's what they think. In actual fact it probably isn't. We can't read other peoples minds and it's not helpful to try. Unless each person in your life has said these things you can't know they're thinking it.

What positives can you think of about your life right now? Try your hardest to come up with five...it's easy to write it off and say 'there's none' but really give it a go.

What support do you have at the moment?

x x x

[Belt]

It's okay really it is. Having a degree isn't worth it if you've got to sacrifice your mental health for it. There's always other options depending on what you're studying I did a degree in Media and Production and now (with a lot of volunteering and training) I'm a youth worker! I have a degree and I'm no happier because of it. I know it must seem more important than anything but I can assure it isn't. All that work you put into it is more important than a piece of paper certifying it. You learnt independent study, research and so on! Very useful in real life! Just relax, breathe, one day at a time.