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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-10-2011, 03:13 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I’m mad at myself for being depressed I feel like...

I’m mad at myself for being depressed
I feel like I should just get over myself
And that just makes it worse
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-10-2011, 04:22 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
You keep asking if I'm depressed, and I keep...

You keep asking if I'm depressed, and I keep saying I'm fine


I'm such a liar
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-09-2011, 10:20 AM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 239,780
Posted By xx_hope_xx
My mom use to say “oh go cry and cut your self”...

My mom use to say “oh go cry and cut your self” and “Go chop on your wrist some more”

(I was upset when she said things like that. And I did cut myself once after she said that, I remember wanting...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-05-2011, 08:32 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
How could you say OCD isn't real I've been living...

How could you say OCD isn't real
I've been living with it for about six years now
I've wanted to die
I've cut myself
I use to constantly take sleeping pills just so I wouldn't have to deal with...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-05-2011, 04:04 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
You don't understand. You’re the counselor and...

You don't understand. You’re the counselor and you don't understand. You only see my smiles. But sometimes I wish you could see beneath the surface. I'm twisted and broken, and I have no idea how to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-05-2011, 10:47 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
You were drinking again mom. And now I have to...

You were drinking again mom. And now I have to worry about dad drinking when he comes home too. I’m so tired. I feel like I’m drowning. Now my little sister is developing an ED, she’s 12 and wants to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 14-05-2011, 06:32 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I know you want to talk about my sexual assault...

I know you want to talk about my sexual assault next session, but I'm afraid. A part of me keeps saying it wasn't that big a deal, a drunk relative tried to kiss you at 15; other people have worse...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-05-2011, 06:00 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I can see it in her And I know I can't change her...

I can see it in her
And I know I can't change her way of thinking
I had this disease too
And she says she hates herself
And she's terrified to eat
And I'm scared, because I don't know what to do
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-05-2011, 09:56 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
She was afraid to eat one cookie. She thought it...

She was afraid to eat one cookie. She thought it would make her fat. I see the signs of an ED. I know you can't handle this, so I will. I'll be the parent again. I'll fight with every fiber of my...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-05-2011, 06:05 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I hate the silence, because my thoughts scare me.

I hate the silence, because my thoughts scare me.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-05-2011, 01:16 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I'm terrified to love. I've associated it with...

I'm terrified to love.
I've associated it with pain, anger, and fear.
Forum: Fun and Distractions 03-05-2011, 01:08 AM
Replies: 8,597
Views: 594,662
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I will forgive but I won't forget And I hope you...

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect

You better watch out
If you don't know whats going on around you
You better think twice
Before you fly off the handle and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-05-2011, 09:46 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I try to tell you how I feel; the things in my...

I try to tell you how I feel; the things in my mind.
But I can't figure out how to put it into words.
So you sit looking slighlty amused, like I don't really know what I'm talking about.
While on the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-05-2011, 03:36 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I'm so terrified. That I'll hurt myself. That...

I'm so terrified.
That I'll hurt myself.
That I'll kill myself.
And this is something I can never tell you, because no one can understand.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-04-2011, 01:37 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 714
Posted By xx_hope_xx
There's this stuff called Scar zone; I used it...

There's this stuff called Scar zone; I used it and bio oil and it seemed to help.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 05-04-2011, 02:12 PM
Replies: 351
Views: 19,252
Posted By xx_hope_xx
Hey, I’m so glad there’s a thread for...

Hey, I’m so glad there’s a thread for OCD on here. Some people really don’t take it seriously; they think it’s something you should just get over. My OCD started when I was...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-04-2011, 02:07 PM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
Sometimes I want to kill myself. I tried to...

Sometimes I want to kill myself.
I tried to once.
And almost always suicide is whispering in my ear.
And I'm terrified.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 09-01-2011, 02:34 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 538
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I think they're good. I really like the second...

I think they're good. I really like the second one ^_^
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-08-2010, 11:08 AM
Replies: 28,885
Views: 1,508,742
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I was sexually assaulted

I was sexually assaulted
Forum: General Chat 22-08-2010, 08:33 AM
Replies: 238
Views: 18,301
Posted By xx_hope_xx
The bikini jeans are a little weird but I think...

The bikini jeans are a little weird but I think they're cute in a way :)
Forum: Fun and Distractions 31-07-2010, 05:55 PM
Replies: 8,597
Views: 594,662
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I'm not afraid of anything I just need to know...

I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that i can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly

I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 31-07-2010, 05:50 PM
Replies: 28,120
Views: 1,777,911
Posted By xx_hope_xx
Frame

Frame
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 29-07-2010, 03:51 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 1,047
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I love this one You have amazing talent ...

I love this one
You have amazing talent

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Ochs3E4JoAk/TFBidLUWqcI/AAAAAAAAAUo/FkX7fLCH-Vs/s1600/Nausea_of_the_touch_by_fallenwords.jpg
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Forum: Creativity and Reviews 21-07-2010, 07:29 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 634
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I think the poem is really good

I think the poem is really good
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-07-2010, 04:45 PM
Replies: 47
Views: 2,081
Posted By xx_hope_xx
I started cutting around 12 or 13 and I'm 16 now...

I started cutting around 12 or 13 and I'm 16 now turning 17 in the week after next, and I still slip up but I'm working on stopping.
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