All I have to say is cliche and pointless because my words mean jack shit and are just stupid stupid stupid, like me. But I'm so sorry. And I despise myself.
I love you with all my heart.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I really need you to somehow know and phone me tomorrow, well today. I am tempted to leave my flat in the state it is in until Wednesday when I see you but I don't think I could handle the shame. I don't think I have the energy or motivation to clean/tidy it though anyway.
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
why do i decide to talk to you, trust you and do everything you say i should do just as you go away for ages. if things go wrong again i cant tell him about it he's still 'scary'.
Thanks... but no thanks. I'm not thin.
I don't need to gain weight. I need to lose it. The only thing I'm worried about is those numbers going on my record... and supposedly you fail if you're "underweight" >.< Then what if she catches on and tells the counselor...
Fat. Need to get that BMI lower.
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
I hope you never find out about this. I want to tell you so bad, but I don't want to put that burden on you. I guess I'm better at faking a smile than I thought, when not even you can see through it. I am so sorry for lying to you
A.T
I wished you would talk to me about it. but not tell. ineed someone to do that.
Louis,
I need to talk to you. so bad. but I'm scared i'm annoying you, because all your answers are like one word. I need you, i need to talk to you.