Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[XxXflowerfairyXxX]

Do I want you back? I feel like I do. I cry when I think about you. I hurt when I think about you.

But I dumped you. In favour of lust.

And now that I've ruined that... with yet more lust, I want you back.

This isn't fair to you. I love you. But can I trust myself?

[Rainbow Colors]

I don't really want to fuck you.
I don't really want to fuck anyone but Matt, unless it's a chick.
I think I just put myself in the same situation I was in before..I don't really wanna be fucked when I don't really want to be fucked again.
But I'll probably just fuck you anyways.
Or rather, be fucked by you.
It'll be a little different this time though, cause I don't give two shits about you. You're pretty much nobody to me. So now it's not somebody I loved.
I wanna tell my friend what we're going to do so he'll give me a reason not to. But I don't want him to know how screwed up I really am.
But I still want him to care. I want him to say, That is the stupidest thing you've ever said! I can't believe you would do that! Please don't do it. I care about you too much.
But I'm too afraid he doesn't care about me that much...I'm afraid that he wouldn't be surprised that I would do that. So instead I say nothing. I might tell him afterwards though..But that might be even scarier.

[Rainbow Colors]

You know why I care? because you refused me, yet you'll take her.
Do you know how much that hurts?
I thought that maybe you could love me.
Or at least care.
When you said I wasn't tolerable...half of me died and the other half protested. Then why did you tolerate me? But is that all it was? You just tolerated me?
Sometimes, it's better to keep things secret. Cause maybe if I would have, you might have loved me. Or at least cared. I just didn't think it mattered. We were broken up. Why do you care so much?

[on edge]

Quote:

Originally Posted by getting_by

Never Enough.
Thin enough,
Good enough,
Bright enough.

Stupid.

Never Enough.
Harm enough,
Hurt enough,
Brave enough.

Weak.

Never Enough.
Kind enough,
Patient enough,
Strong enough.

Pathetic.

Never Enough.
For myself,
For the world,
For life.

Done.

Roli you are enough, please dont go, please dont leave me please.
you promised me baby.

your not stupid
your not weak
your not pathetic
and please dont be done with life, your special to me and others Roli and i need you please DONT GIVE UP.

let me help you, let me back in please dont push me away completely please baby.

[getting_by]

Quote:

Originally Posted by on edge

let me help you, let me back in please dont push me away completely please baby.

Please don't waste your time and energy. Use it to try to fight the demons your dealing with sweetie. Forget me. Huge Huggles. x

[Gone.]

I have an eating problem, family. It's very real, it's very [not] stupid and yeah, it's affecting me. Don't hurt me. Don't hurt me. Don't push me into anything that I don't want to do and don't shout. Please don't shout, ever. I can't take the insults this time round because my body has got used to not being threatened and yelled at. It's bad, I know. It's a weakness - I'm fully aware of that but at least let me adjust back into the lifestyle before full-blown warfare, yeah? Please? I included the pleasantries.

[moonbeamangel]

why should i lie. truth=boom

[Pops.]

I'm sorry for everything I have put you through.
I don't deserve to be a part of this family anymore.

[intrudermoney]

Oh this could be fucking hilariously entertaining, but it's not going to be, it's going to be a let down & traumatic & i don't even want to think about it. I just want to not think about anything.

[Imperfect.Star]

You were my best friend. We helped each other through so much, we shared so many experiences. I trusted you more than anyone. I never doubted it would be like that for many years. I don't know what happened. I guess travelling, studying, jobs happened. You say I've not done anything to annoy you, then why do you show so little interest in contacting me? I know I'm not always the best communicator, I got scared that you were bored of me in the state I was so I didn't think it fair to keep needing you. I think maybe you translated that as getting better but I'm not. I wish things hadn't changed. I wish I could tell you that I need you, that I'm still torn apart inside, that I don't know what to do. I can't though, because I don't know if you care anymore.

[TinkerDebs]

i dont deserve this life
never have
never will

[DestroyMe]

I miss you.
I can't fucking do this I'm so fucking pathetic
can't even manage a meal a day
because I'm not
ill enough
you say it's rubbish but it's not
it's not I swear it's not
I'm not ill enough for treatment
I. Give. Up.
I'm so sorry Jakk, I love you.
I just can't fight this anymore
and fuck challenging the "anorexic voice in my head"
it's stronger then me...so much stronger...

[Leo Pard]

I miss you.
I can't bear losing you.
Do I mean that little?

[Wakeful Dreamer.]

I know I said it didn't bother me.
But seriously.
I hate having my feelings jerked around like that.

[gypsyroselee]

i remember everything X

[Sushi]

Stop asking me questions, I'd hate to see you cry.

[xx_hope_xx]

Sometimes I want to kill myself.
I tried to once.
And almost always suicide is whispering in my ear.
And I'm terrified.

[Pops.]

You disgust me.

[Athiri]

I refuse to believe it. You can't die, you can never die.
Please don't.

[xXMessedUpXx]

I understand you're pissed off with them but please don't take it out on me :(