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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2017, 12:27 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,285
Posted By emmyloves
I can try get onto the council but with the cuts...

I can try get onto the council but with the cuts going on i'll be waiting forever. Dont really have any other family or friends. Ill try council though.

My mum sneaked off this morning. She used my...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2017, 01:10 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,830
Posted By emmyloves
Cant deal with it! Grief

On 29th November 2015 me, my ex partner/father of my daughter and his friends went to a gig. By this time we were both living seperate lives so we were just 'friends'. Obviously I loved him, I still...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-02-2017, 12:13 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,285
Posted By emmyloves
Had enough!

So today went docs had to take a form about something so my doc could write a letter. Doc said she doesn't do it receptionist does, took it to receptionist said she doesn't do it so I have to put in...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-09-2016, 10:50 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,874
Posted By emmyloves
Thank you for your reply. I'm feeling its just...

Thank you for your reply. I'm feeling its just taking a alot of self control right now to stay well and keep on the right track. And no, they said being the psycotherapy is so intense its best to do...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-09-2016, 10:26 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,874
Posted By emmyloves
Just had enough

I've just got to that point where I've had enough. I suffer with BPD. I have been in intensive psyotherapy for two years and I finish in three weeks. I have done this for two years and it's been a...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2016, 07:57 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
Took more tabs. Got it all ready the drink.

Took more tabs.
Got it all ready the drink.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2016, 05:48 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
Not really my folks and friends live far away and...

Not really my folks and friends live far away and not people I want to be around now to be honest.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2016, 05:41 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
There's focusine and the usual numbers they give...

There's focusine and the usual numbers they give you like 111, Smartians but I'm done talking.

Crisis team keep saying there either busy or have one staff member on duty. I mean why tell the...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2016, 04:11 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
It sucks :( I don't know why there even called a...

It sucks :( I don't know why there even called a Crisis team anymore. No ones taking me seriously. No wonder why my ex committed suicide if there like this. Arghhh! He said in his note the NHS has...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2016, 02:33 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
I do have group therapy 3 days a week. Feel so...

I do have group therapy 3 days a week.

Feel so ill and dizzy today. Maybe this is the start of a painful death.

I rang them last night saying I've got [substance] and loads of pills in front of...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-01-2016, 01:19 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
The ambulance just took me to the mental health....

The ambulance just took me to the mental health. I said I don't feel safe and they know I'm struggling with the death of my ex boyfriend. So after going all the way there for 20 mins they said they...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-01-2016, 11:28 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
I took a little amount. Crisis team said there...

I took a little amount. Crisis team said there sending an ambulance.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-01-2016, 09:02 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
I think I'm going to take them.

I think I'm going to take them.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-01-2016, 05:18 PM
Replies: 20
Views: 1,449
Posted By emmyloves
I can't stop.

Last few days I've been battling in my head. I need help. I know my behaviours out of control. I don't know what to do. I'm under crisis team but all I'm
Entitled to is a phone call. My behaviour the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-01-2016, 11:50 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,265
Posted By emmyloves
Hey Im going back to Derby tomorrow and am now...

Hey

Im going back to Derby tomorrow and am now discharged back to them. I'm not really bothered on letting people know what i'm gonna do anymore, dunno why i was, if i'm gonna do it, i'll do it. My...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-12-2015, 06:03 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,265
Posted By emmyloves
I don't know. It's a conflict in my head a small...

I don't know. It's a conflict in my head a small part doesn't want to die because I bet a small part of him didn't by knowing him adrenaline would of kicked in when he swallowed it this is what he...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-12-2015, 02:58 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,265
Posted By emmyloves
I know it is my responsibility to stay alive....

I know it is my responsibility to stay alive. Like it was just his respincibility to take his life though I blame myself. I know they can only do so much. I didn't even want to see them or be under...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-12-2015, 01:41 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,265
Posted By emmyloves
Crisis team are crap.

The crisis team came out today and if anyone's seen my previous thread about my ex passing away (father to my daughter). They came and he said "it's tragic what's happened but you need to move on,...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-12-2015, 09:35 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,128
Posted By emmyloves
I know I'm not responsible what maybe i caused it...

I know I'm not responsible what maybe i caused it or the trigger. Like I have eating issues and then he clocked on and started just eating one meal a day because he was quite big and so insecure...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-12-2015, 11:06 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,128
Posted By emmyloves
It did a little. It even fears me that shes going...

It did a little. It even fears me that shes going to get the 'honor' of going in the actual funeral cars, i shouldn't even be worrying about this and i know his mum is in a place i cant imagine but i...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-12-2015, 11:10 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,128
Posted By emmyloves
Grieving :(

For the past few weeks I've been through one of the most painfullest thing anyone could go through. My ex partner and father of my daughter committed suicide by taking a poison which caused him to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-11-2015, 10:35 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,137
Posted By emmyloves
I'm just in so much pain right now, it feels so...

I'm just in so much pain right now, it feels so physicial in my chest like my heart is being squeezed, i'm empty at the same time like my heart is cold ice. I have no emotion part from pain. nothings...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-11-2015, 07:30 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,137
Posted By emmyloves
I'm gonna end my life.

I'm gonna end my life.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-11-2015, 12:20 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,137
Posted By emmyloves
Til March but then you have the choice to do an...

Til March but then you have the choice to do an extra 6 months. I really cant cope right now.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-11-2015, 12:03 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,137
Posted By emmyloves
Yup I've asked but its either, wait til i have my...

Yup I've asked but its either, wait til i have my daughter back with me or i'm not entitled to one.
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