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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-04-2014, 06:27 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 646
Posted By artsyashley
Thanks everyone, and I have not seen anyone for...

Thanks everyone, and I have not seen anyone for the sexual abuse. I was made by childrens service when I was little to go to at least 3 sessions and that is all that I did. Nothing was really...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 19-04-2014, 01:25 AM
Replies: 0
Views: 650
Posted By artsyashley
Im suffocating poem/journal piece

Why do I feel like I'm suffocating?
Im drowning in thoughts of self-blame, self-harm, uncontrollable emotions and memories.
Why do I still smell his breath in the air and feel his body overpowering...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-04-2014, 12:44 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 646
Posted By artsyashley
Why am I here again?

** Also Contains abuse**


Lets say I never thought I would be here again. I started cutting when I was 11 and stopped at 22, Im 27 now. Now within the past month all I can do is think about cutting...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 11-06-2010, 04:58 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 552
Posted By artsyashley
I seriously need help :(

I do not know what to do I really need help, recently been assulted which brought up thoughts of past abuse. I havent cut in over a year but feel like i need to and I feel if I start I will never...
Forum: First Aid Advice 26-05-2010, 03:54 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 751
Posted By artsyashley
Still bleeding... *deals with rape

Ok, I was raped two weeks ago, I am still bleeding could this be normal? and I do not have periods.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 26-05-2010, 02:44 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,631
Posted By artsyashley
Ok it has been two weeks since what happened, and...

Ok it has been two weeks since what happened, and I feel like I am going in a downward spiral and my family is part of it (well mostly my sister) after I told her what happened she said "maybe you...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 14-05-2010, 01:09 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,631
Posted By artsyashley
Yeah I know I have to get away from him and I...

Yeah I know I have to get away from him and I have, There isnt really anyone I can talk too. but today was really bad I had an anxiety attack at work and had to leave early. I am just idk.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 13-05-2010, 02:51 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,631
Posted By artsyashley
Keep putting myself in same place

Well where to start?... Growing up I had been sexually abused by my father until I was 16... but that is not why Im writing, Just last night I was abused again, this time by my boyfriend, he raped me...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 06-05-2008, 12:05 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 4,411
Posted By artsyashley
I dont know what to do..i need help

I feel as though I can not breathe, I just went to my doctor office today (my gynecologist) I have not seen her since I was raped by my father and his friend back in January. I went in today just for...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-01-2008, 01:21 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 675
Posted By artsyashley
they all think im a liar *maybe trig

well.... ok i am currently seeing a counselor for cutting and the abuse i have had sexually and physically in the past. i had been sexually abused by my dad and my dads friends the latest incident...
Forum: First Aid Advice 12-01-2008, 02:38 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,223
Posted By artsyashley
Bleeding from Rape *may trig*

A few nights ago I was raped and I have been bleeding vaginally since then. It does not seem to be slowing down or anything and I know it is not my period b/c i just had it two weeks prior. I do not...
Forum: General Support and Advice 12-12-2007, 03:17 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 707
Posted By artsyashley
yeah it is definitely his he was my first and...

yeah it is definitely his he was my first and only person i have ever been with. its just that i dont want him to hate me for it (getting pregnant, not having the abortion)
Forum: General Support and Advice 11-12-2007, 10:35 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 707
Posted By artsyashley
Dont know if i should tell him...

Right now I am going through a hard time I am currently living with my roommate who is a ex-boyfriend of mine, we were just seeing each other for a while and then we said that we could have an open...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 06-12-2007, 05:19 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,269
Posted By artsyashley
Having a really hard time

I am just having a really hard time right now i thought i would be able to block everything out about my abuse and it would go away. I was abused from the ages of 5 until i was 12 sexually by over 20...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-10-2007, 02:37 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 741
Posted By artsyashley
I was kind of relieved

Well two days ago I was at work, I actually work at a doctors office and I have been cutting for years now. Well I was in the bathroom and I had accidentally cut too deep, which i did not know at the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-08-2007, 03:26 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,117
Posted By artsyashley
i give up on life *trig*

I just give up i can not take any more of it. Ever since i can remember i have not wanted to live my life with being sexually abused when i was ages 4 to 12 (and the counselor on my case at that time...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 09-08-2007, 01:35 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,394
Posted By artsyashley
she compaired me to sybil

Yesterday i went to go see my shrink whom i have been seeing for about a year now, in the middle of the session she asked me if i ever read or seen sybil, I had not so i told her no but i said that i...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 08-08-2007, 02:02 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 4,048
Posted By artsyashley
Everything reminds me of "it"

Well let me start off by warning people about what i am going to write, it is my story and it may be triggering to some people.....
Well I am having a hard time everything around me reminds me of the...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 08-08-2007, 12:11 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 747
Posted By artsyashley
thank you all of you, i know what i am doing is...

thank you all of you, i know what i am doing is not healthy ive been trying to stop it for years now but always on my own, i am going to try to see if i can find someone to talk to b/c im getting...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 07-08-2007, 02:13 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 747
Posted By artsyashley
will they know what im doing..

Well, I work for a drs office i just started there not to long ago it is a pretty big obgyn office in our area has 7 doctors, well anyways. I have been very good at hiding my ed (Bulimia) but today I...
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