Well, I work for a drs office i just started there not to long ago it is a pretty big obgyn office in our area has 7 doctors, well anyways. I have been very good at hiding my ed (Bulimia) but today I think i went to far My face is almost completly purple and my eyes are bloodshot, do you think that they will know what i am doing, or what can i do or say so that they dont question in. and also is this normal
Fat and skinny had a race All around the Pillowcase Fat fell down and broke her face Skinny said ha-ha I won the race.
Well to be honest (and harsh) no it's not normal. I know you can't help doing it for whatever reasons that I don't need to know, but it's dangerous. There's articles about purging and stuff on the main site that explain the dangers if you don't already know them.
I'm soryr if I sound mean or patronising, I'm just worried that's all. I hate to see anyone doing this to themselves, though I can fully understand why you would.
I don't know if they will know what you're doing, but I'm sure they would be very distressed if they did know, again because they would be worried and concerned for you.
Is there anyone you can talk to about what's going on? I know you probably don't want to talk to a doctor from work, but do you have youe own doctor or a counsellor or a friend or someone?
You deserve better than this and you don't have to face it alone, there's help out there.
Also not quite sure if they know what you are doing, but they might question you to why your face is purple and your eyes are bloodshot. They will probably be concerned to why and encourage you to find out what is wrong. Telling them might be awkward for you, so that is your decision to whether you clue them in or not. I really encourage you to seek help for your bulimia though, are there any trusted friends, family, counselors, or anybody you could talk to about this. I know it's scary, but as Nikki said, you do not need to face this alone, you deserve better.
Jess xx
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
im not sure whether they will know what you are doing but they will probably question why your eyes are bloodshot and your face purple. As the other commenters have said, purging is extremely dangerous and i would encourage you to get some help ASAP.
You cant be happy with yourself so how about getting some help with your ED?
You can go to your GP or contact the Eating Disorders Association.
I hope you get the support you need/want
Gemz x
Through the dark, a strand of light, the light continued to get bright, with it came the strength to fight (Gem)
They might not be able to tell exactly what you've been doing, but they may question it as it's in their nature as doctors. They may also be able to have a good guess at why your face is purple and your eyes are bloodshot from their professional experience.
Perhaps, as 'nikaroo' said, you'd be able to talk to your own doctor/counsellor/someone about what's been going on..?
What you're doing isn't 'normal', but you're not crazy for doing it - many people do.
Just take care and as has been mentioned, perhaps read up on the possible consequences of purging, etc.
x
thank you all of you, i know what i am doing is not healthy ive been trying to stop it for years now but always on my own, i am going to try to see if i can find someone to talk to b/c im getting really scared espically since the other day when i was in the kitchen around 7pm i passed out on the floor and did not wake up until 1 in the morning.
Fat and skinny had a race All around the Pillowcase Fat fell down and broke her face Skinny said ha-ha I won the race.
