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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-12-2014, 05:06 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 765
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Don't Know -May be Triggering-

Hello,

So I don't know what to say... I'm at the point of fearing even talking to strangers about my problems in fear that I will hurt/annoy/bother someone....

This thread was completely...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 19-05-2014, 12:00 AM
Replies: 20
Views: 2,676
Posted By phfatbeatrice
1. What is you middle name? Brianna 2. How old...

1. What is you middle name?
Brianna

2. How old are you?
18.

3. What is your birthday?
10/15/1995

4. What is your zodiac sign?
Forum: General Chat 18-05-2014, 04:44 AM
Replies: 1,845
Views: 302,432
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Frozen (for the billionth time this month,...

Frozen (for the billionth time this month, singing all of the songs oops)
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-05-2014, 04:41 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 724
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Never thought I'd be here...!

Hello!

I've been on this website for quite some time now.... I think I was probably 14 when I made an account here? Anyway, I have come back -- not for my own sake but for the sake of others. I'm...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-09-2012, 12:13 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 429
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Hmm, not really sure what I am seeking on here. I...

Hmm, not really sure what I am seeking on here. I guess I just needed to type that all out, and I didn't want it to be where others couldn't respond. I guess that was it.

To some extent, I think I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-09-2012, 09:35 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 429
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Confessions

Right now, I just feel like I need to type this out... Before I even start, I must say that these feelings are extremely bare and very raw. Normally I shut these words in my head and keep everything...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 25-11-2011, 08:21 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 486
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Important Thanksgiving

Okay... Thanksgiving has always put me at a bad spot, but this year... Since I'm at my highest weight ever, I'm being so torn up inside by the fact of how much I ate that it's giving me heartburn. I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 01-06-2011, 04:33 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 473
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Core Court .:Triggering for SI, ED, and OD:.

Okay, today I went to court for over-excessive absences. Well, my friend went too. My friend told them straight up that she just didn't wanna go to school. I had knee surgery, teeth fixed, and I also...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-01-2011, 07:09 AM
Replies: 8
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Views: 1,214
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Hmm, I'm drinking coke. Coke always makes gum...

Hmm, I'm drinking coke. Coke always makes gum taste nasty
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-01-2011, 07:02 AM
Replies: 8
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Views: 1,214
Posted By phfatbeatrice
It is fine. I'm going to try to give my mom my...

It is fine. I'm going to try to give my mom my gum so I don't eat anymore for the night :/
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-01-2011, 06:53 AM
Replies: 8
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Views: 1,214
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Thanks. >^< Ughh, I feel even worse. I...

Thanks. >^< Ughh, I feel even worse. I swallowed that gum I was chewing. Ughh... Thanks for the help... It must be frustrating, hearing things like this, ne?
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-01-2011, 06:42 AM
Replies: 8
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Views: 1,214
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Not really.. I'm chewing some gum, but it's just...

Not really.. I'm chewing some gum, but it's just making me nauseous. I'm also trying to watch TV, but I really cannot get it out of my head T.T
Forum: Eating Issues Support 18-01-2011, 06:28 AM
Replies: 8
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Views: 1,214
Posted By phfatbeatrice
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Okay, first off, I have EDNOS. More a very weak version of Bulimia.. But, I also have this compulsion to chew and eat gum.

But anyway, right now, I'm having a bad urge to purge, because I just ate a...
Forum: Eating Issues Support 22-10-2010, 02:11 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 613
Posted By phfatbeatrice
What could be wrong?

I normally think about EDs. But recently... It's more. I'm obsessed. I don't know why... I think it might be because my sister and mum won't let me cut... but I am not sure... I just know that I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-09-2010, 10:29 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 445
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Thank you for the encouragement

Thank you for the encouragement
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-09-2010, 01:08 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 445
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Like getting up too fast.

Sometimes, when you jump into something way to fast, you get absorbed, sucked in by it, and it causes nothing but trouble. But then if you step in at the right time for you, the time to start...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-08-2010, 01:14 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,034
Posted By phfatbeatrice
:/ I feel bad that I caused that mess because of...

:/ I feel bad that I caused that mess because of my carelessness..

And he is seventeen, but he won't understand. He knows about my self injury... He knows from some pretty nasty things he has done...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-08-2010, 06:41 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,034
Posted By phfatbeatrice
My brother saw me......

I was.... cutting.... and my brother walked into the room.... I freaked out, and ended up making a complete mess all over my blanket and my jacket...... I really don't know what to do now... I slowed...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-08-2010, 12:15 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 755
Posted By phfatbeatrice
I'm sorry.. I'm just going to delete this... And...

I'm sorry.. I'm just going to delete this... And tough it out I guess..
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-08-2010, 12:05 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 755
Posted By phfatbeatrice
I edited it............. okay....? I'm sorry for...

I edited it............. okay....? I'm sorry for glamourizing.........
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-08-2010, 11:59 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 755
Posted By phfatbeatrice
It scares me that I am excited about these new...

It scares me that I am excited about these new razors... It makes me feel extremely sick. I feel like an utter sicko for liking these razors... T.T And my friends really watch me, and study my...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-08-2010, 11:51 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 755
Posted By phfatbeatrice
I know I am :/ I have really been away from...

I know I am :/ I have really been away from cutting for a long time... An this razor makes me feel happy again :/ But my friends ask about it a lot, and they make me show my arms, and I wish they...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-08-2010, 11:38 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 755
Posted By phfatbeatrice
I got a new Razor...

I found a new razor... I'm really worried about how my friends will respond to the new looking cuts :/ I'm sorry for triggering content.


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Forum: Eating Issues Support 04-07-2010, 02:14 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 907
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Thank you... But.... I don't know. I'm scared to...

Thank you... But.... I don't know. I'm scared to talk to them, because they might do like what they did with self injury, and make me seam cornered into hiding it....
Forum: Eating Issues Support 01-07-2010, 06:55 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 907
Posted By phfatbeatrice
Scared of Bulimia

I am very scared. Recently, I've been purging a lot lately, and I don't want to have to hide my purging from my friends....
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