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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-01-2012, 06:08 PM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 237,761
Posted By ICPfandom
This one reminded me of another my Mom told me...

This one reminded me of another my Mom told me right after I got out of Residential care.
"All the things I've done for you in the last year. You OWE me and your family. Its not all about you...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-01-2012, 06:05 PM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 237,761
Posted By ICPfandom
"There must be SOMETHING more you're not...

"There must be SOMETHING more you're not telling me."

"I think you might have a brain tumor. I know its not your fault that you do that to yourself. Its not you. We need to get you a cat...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-01-2012, 05:47 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,288
Posted By ICPfandom
I went to donate this winter, and I had fresh...

I went to donate this winter, and I had fresh cuts/scars. They declined my app to donate because of possible infections and risk of it. They were very nice about it, but it was disappointing to me....
Forum: General Chat 16-08-2011, 02:32 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 921
Posted By ICPfandom
Icon Idea College?

Hi Guys! I'm going into my senior year of Highschool and I'm looking at colleges. I want to go to an out of state college in MN, and so I need to know how to set up loans and such. Can anyone help? I...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 23-07-2011, 04:52 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 520
Posted By ICPfandom
Heart Anyone up for a skype Distraction?

My Username is ICPfandom, Feel free to skype me, I'm sure we can help distract each other! :thumbup:
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-07-2011, 04:06 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 496
Posted By ICPfandom
Bulb Timberline Knolls and 17 Days SH free!

Last Saturday I was discharged from my self harm recovery program. Did you know Demi Levato went to TK? Yeah, anyways, I was there for two months, and I just thought I'd share that I am out, and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-04-2011, 05:54 AM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 95,326
Posted By ICPfandom
Still alive. Not so extremely suicidal...arms all...

Still alive. Not so extremely suicidal...arms all cut up though...Three cutting episodes in one day...Makes me feel so weak.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-04-2011, 11:53 PM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 95,326
Posted By ICPfandom
I want to. I want to so badly. I can see myself...

I want to. I want to so badly. I can see myself doing it. One every miniute. so simple...Im alone too.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-04-2011, 11:47 PM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 95,326
Posted By ICPfandom
I'm sitting here. My means are right beside me....

I'm sitting here. My means are right beside me. It seems so easy...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-03-2011, 06:07 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 716
Posted By ICPfandom
Thank you Louise. I really appreciate it.

Thank you Louise. I really appreciate it.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-03-2011, 06:05 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 828
Posted By ICPfandom
My depression makes me feel withdrawn. It makes...

My depression makes me feel withdrawn. It makes me want to feel sad for no reason. I often describe it as a physical heaviness in my stomach or chest. I am hypervigilant, and feel very guilty for no...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-03-2011, 05:53 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 716
Posted By ICPfandom
Important Admitted to the Hospital for Two Weeks (Contains SH and Suicide)

One week ago was my Discharge Date from 2 weeks at Spring Harbor, One of Maines two Mental health hospitals. I had gone to see my doctor that day, and she was shocked to see how much I had...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-12-2010, 02:20 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 629
Posted By ICPfandom
I'm okay... Sorry I usually dont go on the...

I'm okay... Sorry I usually dont go on the computer on the weekends.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-12-2010, 06:56 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 918
Posted By ICPfandom
I'm not sure. I didn't really like the way she...

I'm not sure. I didn't really like the way she talked to me when we were talking. I felt it came off a bit harsh. She's sometimes nice to talk to but I feel like the information I gave her was forced...
Forum: General Support and Advice 17-12-2010, 05:30 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,806
Posted By ICPfandom
My friend is currently doing that to me as well....

My friend is currently doing that to me as well. She is tired of me being depressed but she doesnt understand I cant help it. She hasnt talked to me for about 3 months now. I know what its like to be...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 17-12-2010, 05:15 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 980
Posted By ICPfandom
Ive lost so much already. I feel like i'd be...

Ive lost so much already. I feel like i'd be lost. Constantly thinking what if. What if I end up alone. I'm already so alone.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 17-12-2010, 05:07 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 980
Posted By ICPfandom
I don't want to be alone and I love him.

I don't want to be alone and I love him.
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 17-12-2010, 04:12 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 980
Posted By ICPfandom
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mGBaXPlri8&fea...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mGBaXPlri8&feature=channel

This Video Describes alot of the Feelings.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-12-2010, 04:01 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 629
Posted By ICPfandom
My friends just want me to be happy. Only one...

My friends just want me to be happy. Only one really hates the situation and wont speak to me because of it. My Family is mixed. Mom Hates the guy. Claims he Molested me. Dad-When he found out about...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 17-12-2010, 03:57 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 918
Posted By ICPfandom
I havent talked to Jaimie about it since Tuesday....

I havent talked to Jaimie about it since Tuesday. Its now Friday. I kind of Dont want to. But I ended up telling my Mom before Jaimie did. Last night she called. I must I said "Mom I have something...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 17-12-2010, 03:40 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 980
Posted By ICPfandom
I have never brought it up unless ive found...

I have never brought it up unless ive found myself telling him that I loved him and that that moment was my most amazing experience with a guy. It doesnt make sense. He doesnt know how I feel. I'm...
Forum: First Aid Advice 16-12-2010, 04:46 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 673
Posted By ICPfandom
I'm calmed down now. Thank you.

I'm calmed down now. Thank you.
Forum: First Aid Advice 16-12-2010, 02:59 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 673
Posted By ICPfandom
Icon Question Hyperventilating.

Well Im stressed out and im freaking out. My breathing is heavy, my leg is tapping and im shaking.What is going on!?
Forum: Fun and Distractions 15-12-2010, 07:34 PM
Replies: 3,364
Views: 939,112
Posted By ICPfandom
25! :D

25! :D
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-12-2010, 07:26 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 516
Posted By ICPfandom
Icon Question What Happends when...

You become suicidal and you tell a counselor, doctor or someone who is required to tell? I'm scared. I might have to tell someone if these thoughts continue. I've never delt with suicidal thoughts...
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