The Safe Room

[no point]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Green Lego

Pushes lego to

Noone ever wants me

hey jo, i'm here if you wanna talk. *hugs*

[l.e.g.o]

meant to go to friends tomorrow and sure they gonna say not
already got a well we'll see when i asked if still ok
i know why and stuff and understand but still hurts
should never get hopes up

[no point]

who do you have to ask jo? why would they say no?

[l.e.g.o]

asked friends if still ok
they might cos they got stuff going on and they said it ok before but now they not sure
i always raise my hopes to high
i know im not wanted really

[no point]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Green Lego

asked friends if still ok
they might cos they got stuff going on and they said it ok before but now they not sure
i always raise my hopes to high
i know im not wanted really

you're not unwanted jo. at least not by us. i'm sure your friends don't want to turn you down. even if they can't go out with you, maybe they are tired or they have errands to run or something. if they purposefully don't wanna go out with you, then i don't think they're worth your friendship.

[l.e.g.o]

i know with them it wont be purposeful
i know it
i just cant feel it
and i dont want to stay here another day but dont want to go out on my own

[no point]

what do you enjoy doing? if you can't go out with your friends, can you do something else instead tomorrow?

[l.e.g.o]

im able to go
they just text
but yeah sorry
im being pathetic
and memories are bad
im better shutting myself off

[no point]

yey!!! i'm so happy for you!!! for now, just focus on tomorrow. i've to go now but will be back later if you wanna talk. *hugs*

[l.e.g.o]

thanks
sorry for being a pain

[shadow-light]

*sits in corner*


*waves at those in room*

[l.e.g.o]

: cuddles up to hazel*

[Starless]

*curls up and dies*

[Kitkat :)]

im sorry theres just a lot going on, im so used to being abused and hurt that im just hurting and abusing myself, and i know it but i dont know what to do to stop it

at least when im being hurt i know how to react and how to cope with it *i just have to shut up and bottle everything up and just accept it* but no ones hurting me anymore, theres nothing to bottle up apart from myself and... i dont know, im not making much sense

[l.e.g.o]

leaves hugs

[troubleshooter]

*hugs Sarah*

It does make sense Kathryn. You don't know how to come without abuse. It's confusing and the pain from being abused still hurts. *hugs gently* Don't bottle things up, that makes it worse.

[Starless]

*hugs back everyone*
I can't do this anymore.
Something has to change or I wont survive.

[shadow-light]

*curls up*


I have work tomorrow, dont want to go :( but jobcentre told me have to work at least 10o hours a week or will loose benefits so off to a March to take many pictures of bannors and plackards in the hopes of selling some to prove workingness


really dont want to go, dont even want to go to bed so will be tired tomorrow on top of not wanting to go

[kona]

*curls up quiet in a corner*

[OhMyGundam]

*hides in the corner*