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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-01-2010, 01:31 PM
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Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
Everything feels so unreal. I remember now why I...

Everything feels so unreal. I remember now why I started cutting... I needed to feel something real. Something besides constant emotion. And I haven't felt in a long time... I'm starting to lose my...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-11-2009, 04:02 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
you're my new fix. went from cutting to breaking...

you're my new fix. went from cutting to breaking my bones to pills to alcohol and now it's you. and honestly, you're probably the most dangerous
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-11-2009, 10:07 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
You know what's really weird? I'm pretty sure...

You know what's really weird? I'm pretty sure it's just my hormones talking when I think about you, not my heart.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-11-2009, 01:17 PM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
all i want to do is get drunk right now, then...

all i want to do is get drunk right now, then call you and let all my feelings out cuz lets face it, as long as im sober they're not going anywhere. im afraid to let them go anywhere. u can't see me...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-11-2009, 01:09 PM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
jeez man ur just such a horny bastard! Just at...

jeez man ur just such a horny bastard! Just at the thought of girls you go crazy! I fucking get it! I know megan fox is hot and i know angelina jolie is hot and i know all those hollywood girls are...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-11-2009, 12:52 PM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
I don't know how i hold my shit together anymore....

I don't know how i hold my shit together anymore. I really don't. Especially now that you've entered the picture.God everything is so frustrating again! I don't want to turn back to drugs or cutting...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-10-2009, 10:54 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
I am so tired of competing with other girls. Yes...

I am so tired of competing with other girls. Yes she's prettier than me. She has a shit load more of self confidence than me. She's more popular than me. (she is fatter than me). She has less cares...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 02-10-2009, 10:48 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 792
Posted By laylay
Hey guys, hang in there it gets easier

Just thought I should remind you guys who are trying to quit and continue to get those oh so irresistible urges, that it does get easier. With time the little voice that tells you to cut goes away....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-08-2009, 01:28 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
you're cute. shes a fucking whore.please dont be...

you're cute. shes a fucking whore.please dont be tempted course im sure you already have been. i hope she fucking dies on the way to work today. no i dont cuz then id be required to attend the...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-04-2009, 03:30 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 524
Posted By laylay
Whoa ok baby chill for a second. Let's start with...

Whoa ok baby chill for a second. Let's start with what we know yeah? Addiction is what we do on the outside to numb whatever is going on inside. We know this. Every addict knows this. What's going on...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-04-2009, 03:10 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
I think I can make you happy again... will you...

I think I can make you happy again... will you let me? I know it's a little too soon for you to be thinking about another "relationship", so then let's stay friends for a while yeah? I am a really...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-02-2009, 12:02 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 574
Posted By laylay
Everyone... it does get easier

It's hard to stop. Trust me, I know that much. I've been cutting since I was 12 and I'm 18 tomorrow, I know it's hard to stop. And the second you try to stop, that's when all the voices inside your...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-02-2009, 04:49 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
My goal in life is to make you realize that none...

My goal in life is to make you realize that none of it is your fault.
If I die today and you throw up tomorrow, nothing was gained
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-01-2009, 06:33 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
why is everyone in the world capable of getting...

why is everyone in the world capable of getting help an love except for me? i don't get it. i really don't.... what did I do to deserve hatred from my family? i don't get it. i don'tget it. i don't...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-01-2009, 06:32 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
You're so lucky! i envy you! You tell people you...

You're so lucky! i envy you! You tell people you throw up and you get sympathy and pity and love....

If I were to ever tell anyone I cut myself I would get shuned and thrown into a crazy house! I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-01-2009, 01:41 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
i think it's about time i give up on not cutting...

i think it's about time i give up on not cutting because i can't do this anymore... the "life" thing... it hurts.
Forum: Eating Issues Support 09-01-2009, 01:34 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 686
Posted By laylay
what is the cutting warning lable?

what is the cutting warning lable?
Forum: Eating Issues Support 09-01-2009, 01:30 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 655
Posted By laylay
So I need help for a friend who is bullemic... It's kind of a long story but please, I need advice..

First, I'm not sure if this is mildly triggering or severely triggering, I usually post in the self-injury forum so i don't know what counts as what... so i put severely just in case.. don't want to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-01-2009, 01:06 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,617
Posted By laylay
" I was learning how to boil hot dogs when I...

" I was learning how to boil hot dogs when I was little and I threw them all in at once. The boiling water all splashed onto my arm and I had to go to the hospital. My mom blames herself and I don't...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-01-2009, 02:23 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
do you even know you're stabbing me in the back...

do you even know you're stabbing me in the back by going to a movie with him? or are yo just so fucking convinced that you two are "just friends" that you believe your own bullshit! seriously! i know...
Forum: General Support and Advice 30-12-2008, 12:52 AM
Replies: 70
Views: 2,128
Posted By laylay
If you keep it quiet long enough, it will eat you...

If you keep it quiet long enough, it will eat you up from the inside out... you have to tell someone. If they don't accept you, that's their loss really... there is always someone who will understand...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-12-2008, 11:35 AM
Replies: 69
Views: 2,690
Posted By laylay
I would never post my SI on the internet, but I...

I would never post my SI on the internet, but I too have purposely looked for SI photos... and poetry... it calms me down.... like, i see the blood and cuts on their arms and it helps to satisfy the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-12-2008, 07:27 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
damn it. it happened again. the little voice told...

damn it. it happened again. the little voice told me, "just do it one more time." i resisted. then it said, "c'mon, just one more time... just to remember what it feels like and what it does for you....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-12-2008, 01:23 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
"I've just seen a face I can't forget the...

"I've just seen a face I can't forget the time or place where we just met"

He's more like an angel. Hazel eyes. Intelligent. funny. Kinda Lazy. Cute. Very cute. and so completely out of my league.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-12-2008, 08:19 AM
Replies: 28,886
Views: 1,378,438
Posted By laylay
*sigh* i got "the question" today. that...

*sigh* i got "the question" today. that dreaded question that "cutters" hate to hear. i swear it stings my ears everytime i hear it. i promise you, i heard her ask me and i felt a jolt of lightning...
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