Ok. THis is my story , my own words.... growing up I was everyones verbal punching bag.... also I don't know if shoving a sock down my throat counts abuse ... but that happed. Because of it I SH, have a stutter and can't trust anyone......
I don't want to do this but i must... i going to go get therpy....
My GP back home put me on antidepressents but they did not work, and I am off them now....
I can't live like this anymore
"What could I do? I can’t fix your stuttering. I can’t wipe the razor-blade scars off your wrists or the cigarette burns off the back of you hands. I can’t give you a new mother. And as far as the nurse riding you like this, rubbing your nose in your weakness till what little dignity you got left is gone and you shrink up to nothing from humiliation, I can’t do anything about that either."
— Chief Bromden, One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest, Ken Kesey.
"What could I do? I can’t fix your stuttering. I can’t wipe the razor-blade scars off your wrists or the cigarette burns off the back of you hands. I can’t give you a new mother. And as far as the nurse riding you like this, rubbing your nose in your weakness till what little dignity you got left is gone and you shrink up to nothing from humiliation, I can’t do anything about that either."
— Chief Bromden, One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest, Ken Kesey.
thanks... I really just don't what will happen...
The last time i went to therpist , it was one that my parents knew and added to the abuse.... she said that it was my fault and that i desvired it.....
"What could I do? I can’t fix your stuttering. I can’t wipe the razor-blade scars off your wrists or the cigarette burns off the back of you hands. I can’t give you a new mother. And as far as the nurse riding you like this, rubbing your nose in your weakness till what little dignity you got left is gone and you shrink up to nothing from humiliation, I can’t do anything about that either."
— Chief Bromden, One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest, Ken Kesey.
Are you still young enough that your parents will be told about going to a therapist? And even if you were that therapist was stupid. It should have been reported and had you removed, not told them! *hugs gently* You don't deserve any abuse honey, no one does. I bet this one will be better. You can do it. And if your stutter causes you more anxiety, bring a pad and paper to write stuff down. :)
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
Thanks for the hug, I am 19 and living on my own now.... i have my first appointment on thurs. and i think i will bring a note pad, or my teddy in my bag sense one of my friends who is seeing this one says that's what a lot of abused people do to help with nerves...
"What could I do? I can’t fix your stuttering. I can’t wipe the razor-blade scars off your wrists or the cigarette burns off the back of you hands. I can’t give you a new mother. And as far as the nurse riding you like this, rubbing your nose in your weakness till what little dignity you got left is gone and you shrink up to nothing from humiliation, I can’t do anything about that either."
— Chief Bromden, One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest, Ken Kesey.
thanks... i need all the support i can get.... *hugs back*
"What could I do? I can’t fix your stuttering. I can’t wipe the razor-blade scars off your wrists or the cigarette burns off the back of you hands. I can’t give you a new mother. And as far as the nurse riding you like this, rubbing your nose in your weakness till what little dignity you got left is gone and you shrink up to nothing from humiliation, I can’t do anything about that either."
— Chief Bromden, One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest, Ken Kesey.
it went pretty well... I did studder really bad and cryed threw it....
"What could I do? I can’t fix your stuttering. I can’t wipe the razor-blade scars off your wrists or the cigarette burns off the back of you hands. I can’t give you a new mother. And as far as the nurse riding you like this, rubbing your nose in your weakness till what little dignity you got left is gone and you shrink up to nothing from humiliation, I can’t do anything about that either."
— Chief Bromden, One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest, Ken Kesey.
