I'm having these really strong "run away" urges. Not had them like this for years, in the past they have resulted I me going to a train station and just getting on a random train with no plans or like luggage. Once I went to Germany on a wim like this
Not that I can really go anywhere at the moment, even leaving the house is hard. But wow the urges are hard to just sit with
Ye, I guess. In the last few years when they've happened it didn't matter as had no money anyway, though about 2 years ago I dud just get in car and drive until ran out of fuel - that was an embarrassing phonecall...
Thus time though I have money as got PIP back payment
Going to try to distract myself... bathroom needs cleaning so might go do that with a podcast or audiobook on
I'm not sure lindsay.
I'm going to try and watch the rest of the film I started yesterday
Just had ward round. I was allowed to leave my room! What a treat! (Ward round is like, the next room down)
Well done hazel!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I have to go to a different gym with my support worker and other service user because our usual gym has a damaged roof because of the wind. I'm feeling anxious about it. Plus my support worker phoned me early when I was still in bed so I ignored it to phone her back. So I was up earlier than 10.15am which is my current target and I'm worried I'll stay in bed past my target time tomorrow because of getting up earlier today.
Keep going Hazel!
What film is it Beckie? Going to another room must have been exciting! How did ward round go? You don't need to answer.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Oh no lindsay! What a disaster!
I hope the other gym is ok
It's The Suicide Squad. (The second one) i loved the first one and hadn't got around to seeing this one yet. But I got so tired halfway through it yesterday i had to lie down!
Ward round wasn't great. I said about it in my serious thread. Yet another professional only seeing mental illness!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
pro-tip dont leave the cleaning of a sink for so long that the dirt blocks the drain as you are trying to rince it down
stupid run away urge is still there
living room needs tidying, but just looking at it makes me feel overwhelmed so may not be the best of distractions
i want to go for a run but A. not sure I can leave the house, and B. but worried that I might end up just running and running until I am silly far away
freaking hate my brain
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Originally Posted by one_step_closer
I have to go to a different gym with my support worker and other service user because our usual gym has a damaged roof because of the wind. I'm feeling anxious about it.
wow, wind must have been really bad to cause roof damage! Hope the different gym is ok, totally get the anxiety of new places and changes, hopefully it will all be ok though
It's very windy here still. Been to the vet with my female cat she was very uncooperative. Didnt want to be examined at all.
Am waiting for tesco shopping order to come.
Wannabe CPN : -)
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