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Old 26-03-2011, 11:50 PM   #92681
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Is not sumfin to hurt u is it? :/


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Old 26-03-2011, 11:57 PM   #92682
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what have you lost? Loosing things is really frustrating *nods*
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Old 27-03-2011, 12:33 AM   #92683
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and so it continues, the monotony of it all
 
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maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change

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Old 27-03-2011, 01:06 AM   #92684
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Old 27-03-2011, 01:23 AM   #92685
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and so it continues, the monotony of it all
 
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i cant do this...it hurts...god it hurts


maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change

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Old 27-03-2011, 01:27 AM   #92686
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Old 27-03-2011, 01:29 AM   #92687
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Old 27-03-2011, 01:46 AM   #92688
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Bad me bad bad me


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"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
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Old 27-03-2011, 02:28 AM   #92689
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*Offers safe hugs and puts up soft pads on the walls*


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Old 27-03-2011, 02:36 AM   #92690
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*offeres hugs to everyone and sits with*

Sam- did you find what you were looking for?
Jo- be careful, hang in there.
Ashley- what happened at the doctors? If you want to answer.


Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
 And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief


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Old 27-03-2011, 02:38 AM   #92691
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and so it continues, the monotony of it all
 
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dont wanna tlak about it...
*cursl up tight*


maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change

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Old 27-03-2011, 02:47 AM   #92692
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*offers cozy blanket*


Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
 And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief


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Old 27-03-2011, 04:09 AM   #92693
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Cant sleep.. done trying *makes coffee*
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Old 27-03-2011, 04:14 AM   #92694
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*smells the coffee* Smells good. I don't drink it though. You ok?

*hides in pillow fort under blanket*


Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
 And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief


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Old 27-03-2011, 04:19 AM   #92695
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*peeks in* you ok? dont worry about me sweetheart *safe hugs* whats wrong?
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Old 27-03-2011, 04:25 AM   #92696
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Just...feeling really depressed tonight. Pushing away SI thoughts. Was real anxious before that. Havent been this bad since the meds took full effect. :/ I mean, its not as bad as I used to get all the time.

At least the flashbacks havent been bad today.

*sees Sam peeking*


Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
 And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
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Old 27-03-2011, 04:30 AM   #92697
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Can i come in there with you sweetie?

I'm really proud of you for pushing the thoughts away. You're so strong.

Flashbacks are icky, even if they aren't as bad as other times. *safe hugs*
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Old 27-03-2011, 04:36 AM   #92698
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*uncovers head to see Sam*

Thanks for the hugs. I'd really like to not break the 4ish months I have going. *makes self remember si doesnt help, just makes it worse in the end*

Ug, what happened to me isnt near so bad as most people, it shouldnt bother me this much.


Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
 And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief


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Old 27-03-2011, 04:39 AM   #92699
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*sits beside* sweetie listen, what happened to you was completely wrong and you have every right to be upset about it. Abuse is wrong. You were wronged sweetheart.

I'm really proud of you for going 4 months :D that's great!!!
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Old 27-03-2011, 04:45 AM   #92700
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Yeah, it was wrong, he shouldnta done it, i shouldnt have let him...but...idk. Someone said to me that its normal to go years without really feeling anything because you're not facing it and then have to start dealing with it all of a sudden...maybe the years of repression have caught up? Or maybe I'm just being too emotional and self-centered.

Well, kind of, because I shouldnt have started again to begin with.


Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
 And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief


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