My Blog about Trauma & Recovery:http://seekingafrica.wordpress.com/
"It's astonishing, numbing, to find out that inside you, there is a stranger. One that has your arms, your legs, your eyes. A sleepless, restless stranger, who keeps walking, keeps eating, keeps living..." The Brave OneMovie(2007)
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
thing is I've had all these tests/examinations before... not that long ago either... but because I moved home got to have them again :( seemingly my scans and results from Scotland just aren't good enough for London doctors :(
Jack may come to the place with me, but because it's a specialist place not just the GPs surgery he won't be allowed to come in...
On my referal they have put a bit about my past on it and have asked for a female gyno but not even sure if they will adear to that... they didn't last time, last time I got there and it was a man
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
cant stay on long...bout to bolt as soon as kiley leaves for her date....
i know she called my parents.
not ready yet...going somewhere else now....i'll stay in touch when i can...not sure where i'm goin yet.... :/
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
*curls up and cries* my mommy is mad at me because I dnt feel well. And I is bad...I kinda lied to her by not telling the whole truth about why I don't feel good enough to go to classes today..... I didn't mean to lie... I just can't tell her what dnt feel good cause she will hurt me.... Sorry *cries* think I might try to sleep more *curls up in a safe room bed*
*safe cuddles* I no can sleep cuz my mommy is really mad ):
I told her i would go to classes if she really wanted me too but she just snapped at me and said "yeah make me sound like the a****" I didn't mean to.. no mean to :'(
I didn't mean to.. no mean to :'(