Its so much the decorations but christmas makes me feel scared just cos it always happened alot and it makes me sad as would of been around the due date for my lil girl and yeah just bad time of year sorry
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
everything any everyone is annoying me... can feel michelle under the surface wanting to explode out, wanting to scream at and hit people... usually would go for a walk to calm everything and everyone down, but can't, not allowed to go out. Seriously just want to punch a wall or something
Would you like to be cuddled sweetheart? Or no touch? And I'm Tracie by the way. Hazel (shadow-light) has the link to the flashback help thread in her signature if you're interested. And you can be safe in here and talk if you want too.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
dont know...
people might be a bit iffy over me disapearing to another room
wont let us go for a walk as apparently christmas be "family time"
we fell out with them the other night, but they still refuse to let us leave room
even though they refuse to speak to us
Would you like to be cuddled sweetheart? Or no touch? And I'm Tracie by the way. Hazel (shadow-light) has the link to the flashback help thread in her signature if you're interested. And you can be safe in here and talk if you want too.
I don't see how anyone would want to cuddle me.. but can you? Sorry..
Im sam..
Whats the help guide? Will it make him stop.. i need him to stop.. please make him stop :'(
they are ideas and tips to help with flashbacks, they no get rid of them fully, but they make them easier. And there be no reason why people would no want hugs you, everyone can have hugs if they want them
*picks up Sam gently and cuddles you* Shh, shh, you seem nice. You deserve cuddles. Who are you scared of sweetheart?
And Hazel why don't you all say you have a migraine and need to lie down for a bit. Even feign falling down or something ok? Try to get some alone time so no alters come out and wreak havoc.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
*rocks you* We won't think you're dirty no matter what. People in here have been hurt by mommies, daddies, brothers, sisters, cousins, uncles, aunts, grandparents, boyfriends, husbands, girlfriends, family friends and strangers. Trust me honey, no one would think you're dirty because of the person he is, or what he's done to you. *beeps your nose gently*
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
*rocks you* We won't think you're dirty no matter what. People in here have been hurt by mommies, daddies, brothers, sisters, cousins, uncles, aunts, grandparents, boyfriends, husbands, girlfriends, family friends and strangers. Trust me honey, no one would think you're dirty because of the person he is, or what he's done to you. *beeps your nose gently*
*cries in your arms* It was my dad... How could he?!
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
but can you? Sorry.. 